i don't think i've been so miserable in my entire life. my schedule is so fucking hectic, like i don't even have time TO BREATHE between work and school and friends and idiotic drama.

so. this is me saying that i am going on hiatus until i can figure out how to deal with shit.

Day 04 - Your current favourite football NT


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Day 02 - Your very first favorite football star/player.

( sob, i don't even know who to choose ): )

this is getting out of control :| how do you even exist. i can't even ...

i'm sorry i'm not going tonight, i'm sorry that i don't know how to deal with losing people better. i know i should go, you've been with me ever since i was a little girl. i didn't have anyone else back then, i only knew you, and for a brief time you were mine. but you haven't been for a very long time. it's been more than three years since i last ( Read more... )

you're back where you started, back at square one.

looking at your phone, waiting for a phone call.

life is so hard

i think i've calmed down somewhat from last night, i think. i'm trying to not put so much hope into one thing, one text message, one phone call, because that's all it will possibly ever be. i've somewhat resigned myself into thinking that what happened saturday night will only stick to saturday night, and i'm okay with this. i'm okay with letting ( Read more... )