this is a hi, my scalp is raw entry (gross)
Day 02 - Your very first favorite football star/player.
michael ballack!
i remember back when my dad used to watch football constantly, he fell in love with micha the moment he saw him play, and i swear all i heard from him was MICHAEL BALLACK this and MICHAEL BALLACK that and MICHAEL BALLACK MICHAEL BALLACK MICHAEL BALLACK. yeah, my dad stans micha like no tomorrow, it's kind of cute :') i fell in love with micha later on and just how can i not? he was the reason that got me to love germany in the first place, and just ): i love this man so much ):
i got my hair cut/coloured today! no pictures bc i realised later that you can't really see the colour that well bc my laptop camera isn't that great + the lighting in my room is atrocious. i went from black > a copper-ish red. my hair was ~artificially~ black bc i had coloured it black in march or feb idr. my hairdresser basically had to remove the black and then put colour on top of that, and holy shit my scalp was on fucking fire! when she was putting the colour after she had removed the black colour, it was just intense burning on my head. i really wanted to rip my head off ):
instead i was just doing breathing techniques that pregnant women do-yeah, don't ask. but then my hairdresser put in this sweetner thing or w/e she called it and it stopped burning, thank god bc i would've cried :| BUT WHATEVER, the pain was so worth it bc i'm a happy goose! hurhur n_n pictures to come later, i promise! SCOUTS HONOUR and all that jazz! though, i was never a scout so ... yeah.
anyway, i don't think i've mentioned it here, but i did tweet about it. i got a job interview for saturday for brown shoes! i have to go to their office in downtown toronto, though, on saturday at like 9.30am for this interview :| i live like 2 hrs away from downtown (this is on a good day, where there is not traffic and whatnot) and yeah :| the store is going to be at the local mall, which is like 15 mins away from my house, but it's not yet opened. they're opening next month or something, so they're holding interviews at their office. when the lady called me i was just like OH, THAT'S A BIT FAR ... and idk, ig she thought i was going to say no? and she started talking like blalalala and sounded a bit disappointed, but i told her i was going to make it on time and everything (: she sounded really surprised, so she was really nice about giving me more time if i couldn't make it at exactly 9:30.
i'm definitely going to be there at like 9.15 or sth like that. i really want this job and fuck, i need to quit the one i have now bc it's so far and i work shit hours ): but then again, i feel obligated to ~stay~ since i've been with them for three years now, and i love everyone i work with too. i don't have a problem with anyone and all the managers are chill and it's just ): sigh ): i kind of feel like this job just set the standard for every other job that i'll have so i'm a bit ~_~ about starting over again, haha. IDK, sighs.
if life gives you lemons, squeeze them.
edit: ALSO, I AM HORRIBLE AND I TOTALLY FORGOT TO ADDRESS THIS!!! but to whoever sent me the v-gift of the car, thank you!! also, please tell me who you are bc i don't like not knowing, and i could thank you properly! ♥
michael ballack!
i remember back when my dad used to watch football constantly, he fell in love with micha the moment he saw him play, and i swear all i heard from him was MICHAEL BALLACK this and MICHAEL BALLACK that and MICHAEL BALLACK MICHAEL BALLACK MICHAEL BALLACK. yeah, my dad stans micha like no tomorrow, it's kind of cute :') i fell in love with micha later on and just how can i not? he was the reason that got me to love germany in the first place, and just ): i love this man so much ):
i got my hair cut/coloured today! no pictures bc i realised later that you can't really see the colour that well bc my laptop camera isn't that great + the lighting in my room is atrocious. i went from black > a copper-ish red. my hair was ~artificially~ black bc i had coloured it black in march or feb idr. my hairdresser basically had to remove the black and then put colour on top of that, and holy shit my scalp was on fucking fire! when she was putting the colour after she had removed the black colour, it was just intense burning on my head. i really wanted to rip my head off ):
instead i was just doing breathing techniques that pregnant women do-yeah, don't ask. but then my hairdresser put in this sweetner thing or w/e she called it and it stopped burning, thank god bc i would've cried :| BUT WHATEVER, the pain was so worth it bc i'm a happy goose! hurhur n_n pictures to come later, i promise! SCOUTS HONOUR and all that jazz! though, i was never a scout so ... yeah.
anyway, i don't think i've mentioned it here, but i did tweet about it. i got a job interview for saturday for brown shoes! i have to go to their office in downtown toronto, though, on saturday at like 9.30am for this interview :| i live like 2 hrs away from downtown (this is on a good day, where there is not traffic and whatnot) and yeah :| the store is going to be at the local mall, which is like 15 mins away from my house, but it's not yet opened. they're opening next month or something, so they're holding interviews at their office. when the lady called me i was just like OH, THAT'S A BIT FAR ... and idk, ig she thought i was going to say no? and she started talking like blalalala and sounded a bit disappointed, but i told her i was going to make it on time and everything (: she sounded really surprised, so she was really nice about giving me more time if i couldn't make it at exactly 9:30.
i'm definitely going to be there at like 9.15 or sth like that. i really want this job and fuck, i need to quit the one i have now bc it's so far and i work shit hours ): but then again, i feel obligated to ~stay~ since i've been with them for three years now, and i love everyone i work with too. i don't have a problem with anyone and all the managers are chill and it's just ): sigh ): i kind of feel like this job just set the standard for every other job that i'll have so i'm a bit ~_~ about starting over again, haha. IDK, sighs.
if life gives you lemons, squeeze them.
edit: ALSO, I AM HORRIBLE AND I TOTALLY FORGOT TO ADDRESS THIS!!! but to whoever sent me the v-gift of the car, thank you!! also, please tell me who you are bc i don't like not knowing, and i could thank you properly! ♥