sudden roundabout.
ok.
so scratch yesterday's entry.
yeah, that's what i was feeling up until mid-pm hours, but then things changed once i talked to a few people and had some time to think on my own.
i realized alot of stuff,
and then today went really well.
i've had the best time for the past month, and although i'm sad it's over,
i'm not thoroughly distraught.
and i'm not just "okay" either.
i'm doing oddly well.
the feelings that were so strong up until less than 24 hours ago,
have evaporated. not so much into thin air, but into what i feel is going to be a tight bond and a lasting friendship.
now there's only one thing left that needs to happen in order for me to be completely satisfied and content...
and they know what that is. :-D
but the most important thing right now is that everything is really going to be fine, and in my mind, it already is.
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p.s. i am SOOOOOO DAMNNNNNNN excited for prom. SO EXCITED. it's going to be bomb. DA bomb, if you will.... haha :-D
so scratch yesterday's entry.
yeah, that's what i was feeling up until mid-pm hours, but then things changed once i talked to a few people and had some time to think on my own.
i realized alot of stuff,
and then today went really well.
i've had the best time for the past month, and although i'm sad it's over,
i'm not thoroughly distraught.
and i'm not just "okay" either.
i'm doing oddly well.
the feelings that were so strong up until less than 24 hours ago,
have evaporated. not so much into thin air, but into what i feel is going to be a tight bond and a lasting friendship.
now there's only one thing left that needs to happen in order for me to be completely satisfied and content...
and they know what that is. :-D
but the most important thing right now is that everything is really going to be fine, and in my mind, it already is.
<33333333333333333333333333333333333333
p.s. i am SOOOOOO DAMNNNNNNN excited for prom. SO EXCITED. it's going to be bomb. DA bomb, if you will.... haha :-D