Things have been real shitty the past couple of months. Im up im down im back up, I just dont know what to do anymore, I just want to give up.  Things have been pretty rough lately with Anthony and I, that has actually been going on for a little over a month.  We have our good days and we have our bad days.  I also got some bad news from the doctor ( Read more... )

So Im sitting here at work and I am so fed up with my job, I just cant stand it anymore.  Ive had a shitty week so far, thank god its almost over! I want a new job, I had an interview last week but I didnt get the job, which is ok I guess.  Something better will come along.  I broke my phone, had to get a new one, my boss's ex wife called and ( Read more... )

work sucks im having a bad day and I just want to go home!

these people here drive me fucking nuts! i cant stand them anymore, they are bunch of fucking idiots who cant do anything on their own.  Its like they need someone to go with them to take a shit thats how bad it is.  UGH FUCKING PEOPLE!!

So you want a heart? You don't know how [ l u c k y ( Read more... )

I'm sick of being used & abused
I'm sick of trying to be everything & still mean nothing to you
I'm sick of smiling when I feel like crying
I'm sick of acting happy, when everyone can tell I'm lying
& mostly ...MOSTLY...
I'm sick of knowing I'll never be strong enough to walk away from a feeling I feel almost every day
because what doesn't kill me, ( Read more... )

Things are going pretty good right now, I cant be happier. Im Im working full time saving up to fix my car, get rid of it, get a new one, and eventually move out with Anthony. Anthony bought a new seat for his bike, so I think we will be going for a ride this weekend, I cant wait. I love being on the bike, so much fun. Hes taking me somewhere ( Read more... )

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU LIVED?

[ ] I've eaten more than 5 meals a day.
[x] I've read a lot of books.
[x ] I've been on some sort of varsity team.
[ ] I've run more than 4 miles without stopping.
[ ] I've been to Canada.

[ ] I've been to Europe.
[x] I've watched cartoons for hours.
[x] I've tripped UP the stairs.
[ ] I've fallen down an entire flight of ( Read more... )

My boyfriend got in a car accident about an hour ago im still here stuck at work and i feel hopeless i feel as if there is nothing for me to do and for that i feel bad, i wnat to be there with him and be by his side hurry up and call me mom so iccan leave lpleasxe

Works sucks right now i dont even want to be here, for whatever reason I feel like im having another breakdown lovely right ( Read more... )

Kinda funny how things were so shitty and i lost my job and had NOOO money when I had a job, now that Im working somewhere else im makin a lot of money and got paid about 4 times in the past week in a half or so, which is real nice! LOVE IT