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Things have been real shitty the past couple of months. Im up im down im back up, I just dont know what to do anymore, I just want to give up. Things have been pretty rough lately with Anthony and I, that has actually been going on for a little over a month. We have our good days and we have our bad days. I also got some bad news from the doctor which adds to the other bull shit I have to deal with. Just thinking about it makes me sick to my stomach. I feel like I made a complete ass out of myself and don;t know what to do about that. I feel like Im going to break down at any moment. Tuesday was my down day, very shitty, yesterday was better, today is like tuesday...I hate feeling these emotions, i HATE it so much
I dont know what to do anymore...I really dont