Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

"The jumping is easy

The falling is fun

Right up 'til you hit the sidewalk

Shivering and stunned..."

-Ani Difranco

There weren't really as many fish in the sea as there used to be--and she would be hard to catch.

somehow i thought being invisible would be more fun...

I checked the internet for his obituary and, finding nothing, I moved on.

i waxed my legs today, and expected a call, out of habit maybe...it didn't come. but i blared letters to cleo in my headphones and had a bag of frozen veggies on the sidelines, so it didn't hurt too bad this time.

In her article "U.S. must stop exporting weapons of family destruction," published online at www.enterstageright.com, Uma Challa rants ( Read more... )

light filtering though the
trees though hers is
stolen hands
trembling from the cold
of fate unfolding,
footsteps in wet earth
mark her intension
small lives falling all
around her
small death calling
her to swim.

i feel like things aren't moving. i can't feel the fact that there's a world out there tonight. it feels like the edge of my apartment is the edge of the world. these walls contain everything that actually exists for me. i know it's not true really, but in the moment, it is. Disconnected...is that the word ( Read more... )

Too hard on the brakes again ( Read more... )