Why do you take anger out on me ( Read more... )

reading my old blogs
makes me feel stupid

because throughout them all, i was most likely unhappy.

the only ones I know i was really happy about were my accomplishments in crew

everything else is gay as fuck.

I hate days like today ( Read more... )

disgusted with myself.
Joe doesnt even seem that attracted to me anymore.
I am constantly reminded of my weight.

and I can't take it.

I haven't kept down food.. in...5 days.
It gets easier when I actually see it.

Ugh. here we go again.

Oh, gee, what is it tonight ( Read more... )

i love joe
alot

but sometimes i crash and get overwhelmed.

but its ok.
my mom will be home soon.

<3

Exams sucked today. I actually think they went ok grade wise, they just bored the hell outta me ( Read more... )

Life is gonna be so much greater when I'm out of school. I made colorgaurd or flagcore or whatever it's called, which will be awesome. Band camp.. HELL YES.. and Ashleighs birthday party is coming up.. and goin up there this weekend for memorial day... hehe yeah ( Read more... )

Yeah, so life is going pretty damn awesome right now ( Read more... )

Crew is truly amazing. Best sport ever created ( Read more... )