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So i havn't updated in a while.. thought i'd get on that. I got accept to Wagner, which is on Staten Island in New York. But in all honesty I don't think I'm going to go there. I don't have a reason to stay in New England, I don't have a reason to hold onto the things I have here, and I don't feel that I would be a better person as a result of NY. It was my dream, but I've changed in the last year. And i found a new one. To be on my own, to let go of my world as i know it and fall, to find out what happens when i know nothing, and know one. To findout who I'll be. So Thank you New York, but the dream is dead.
I got a new cell phone from the cell phone guy Nick. That made me happy, its a picture phone so the April Road Trip will be full of jealous picture texting to those of you back in Maine.. lol <3looove I havent been this excited in a long time.
I think I'm on the verge of a problem. But in all honesty its a problem i wouldn't mind having. What can i say? I like pushing myself and going the extra mile. I like feeling in control, and i like feeling healthy. Im pretty sure if a problem makes u feel healthy than its not really a problem?.. hmm
its beautiful outside and im really glad for my friends. Greg and Ashley are true blue always making me laugh. Alex is every bit a part of me as my lungs, and mike is going thru some hard times but can still make me feel like the suns shining for me.
<3 Bell.. cya
I got a new cell phone from the cell phone guy Nick. That made me happy, its a picture phone so the April Road Trip will be full of jealous picture texting to those of you back in Maine.. lol <3looove I havent been this excited in a long time.
I think I'm on the verge of a problem. But in all honesty its a problem i wouldn't mind having. What can i say? I like pushing myself and going the extra mile. I like feeling in control, and i like feeling healthy. Im pretty sure if a problem makes u feel healthy than its not really a problem?.. hmm
its beautiful outside and im really glad for my friends. Greg and Ashley are true blue always making me laugh. Alex is every bit a part of me as my lungs, and mike is going thru some hard times but can still make me feel like the suns shining for me.
<3 Bell.. cya