So Rico and I have been trying to conceive (ttc) for the past month or so and we might have been successful! My good ol' "aunt flo" never showed up yesterday, yet I still haven't gotten a positive yet. I can't help but think about the recen loss of our first baby. My mind is in over drive and it seems like I'm praying every second of every day ( Read more... )

a new beginning ( Read more... )

So, it was suggested to me by a friend that I start journaling in order to release stress due to recent events. Last night was my first entry and unlike every other night this week, I stopped talking and/or crying in my sleep according to my fiance. However, it was also the return of my nightmares ( Read more... )