Upcoming changes!
So Rico and I have been trying to conceive (ttc) for the past month or so and we might have been successful! My good ol' "aunt flo" never showed up yesterday, yet I still haven't gotten a positive yet. I can't help but think about the recen loss of our first baby. My mind is in over drive and it seems like I'm praying every second of every day that this second baby will be a happy, healthy baby. We deserve to be happy I think. I may be young, but now I know what I want.
As for the future, I'm currently deciding if I want to get another job or not. I'm done by 1 or 2 every day and then I just sit at home and I feel absolutely useless having seven hours to my self 5 days a week. Even if I work 15 hrs extra per week, that would help us put greatly. But to be honest, I think it's more to placate myself about worrying. If I keep my mind busy, then I'm less likely to panic about every small thing or have Rico panic too. Last night my stomach was upset and he immediately thought it was bad and that if i real am pregnant then I would miscarry. We just need to stay strong for each other. No worries and no stress.
As for the future, I'm currently deciding if I want to get another job or not. I'm done by 1 or 2 every day and then I just sit at home and I feel absolutely useless having seven hours to my self 5 days a week. Even if I work 15 hrs extra per week, that would help us put greatly. But to be honest, I think it's more to placate myself about worrying. If I keep my mind busy, then I'm less likely to panic about every small thing or have Rico panic too. Last night my stomach was upset and he immediately thought it was bad and that if i real am pregnant then I would miscarry. We just need to stay strong for each other. No worries and no stress.