.Lovers and Liars.
Well I havent updated since i went all out and told everyone everything pretty much! I dunno..like I read over all that and it all makes sense. but..wow..so much can change so fast..Ive been feeling down again lately..i dunno..just things with my dad are going back to normal..and hes been treating me like asshole again...whatever though, i knew somewhere in me that all that was everything was just gonna go back to the way it all was. i dunno i just thought everthing was going so well. i mean..i dunno..whatever...
Ive been going to alot of shows lately. I went to three last week. It was nice. I mean since like all my frineds hang out at shows and stuff its always good to go and see people you know!!
OH! on friday..Caroline was head walking. and the crowd didnt catch her, and she fell wrong. and broke her pelvic bone in 3 places. Wow i was SOO scared for her, they rushed her to the E.R. and after Mavrick played we went to the hospital to see how she was doing and she has to be in the hospital for 3 weeks :( it sucks...i miss my sister already and i really hope shes doing okay..
Ive also been talking to Evan alot lately haha..hes one of a kind..guarenteed haha..i love that kid though. :) im glad hes doing so well.
and the whole Matt thing. is like whatever, yeah i still have feelings for him but..i dunno theres nothing i can do..absolutly nothing so i dont even waste my time anymore. heh...yay for Nicole.
Im just destined to be alone forever, whatever im like becoming to accept that. im never gonna be good enough for anyone. :( its okay...
well enough of my bitchin.
like my new site?
well leave me comments.
<3
Ive been going to alot of shows lately. I went to three last week. It was nice. I mean since like all my frineds hang out at shows and stuff its always good to go and see people you know!!
OH! on friday..Caroline was head walking. and the crowd didnt catch her, and she fell wrong. and broke her pelvic bone in 3 places. Wow i was SOO scared for her, they rushed her to the E.R. and after Mavrick played we went to the hospital to see how she was doing and she has to be in the hospital for 3 weeks :( it sucks...i miss my sister already and i really hope shes doing okay..
Ive also been talking to Evan alot lately haha..hes one of a kind..guarenteed haha..i love that kid though. :) im glad hes doing so well.
and the whole Matt thing. is like whatever, yeah i still have feelings for him but..i dunno theres nothing i can do..absolutly nothing so i dont even waste my time anymore. heh...yay for Nicole.
Im just destined to be alone forever, whatever im like becoming to accept that. im never gonna be good enough for anyone. :( its okay...
well enough of my bitchin.
like my new site?
well leave me comments.
<3