So these last couple of days have beeen not exciteful at all, Ive been like..lazy and hanging out with Cynthia alot, I dunno Ive just been like..kicking back during the week, doing stuff around the house so my parents dont bitch about anything, just relaxing and doing shitloads of homework, which again reminds me i have 2 packets to do by tomorrow, blah lol its okay there little packets not huge ones. so Im good. lol..I talked to Chris last night like..actually talked to him without bitching or complaining about everything..it was nice. I hate always bitching with people its annoying. Another thing is Im soo tired of like...everyone telling me that I should be more scene, its stupid. being scene is so overrated, I mean why would you WANT to be like everyone else in the first place? i mean cant you listen to emo/screamo/hardcore and not have to look like everyone else, yea its totally cute on some people, but to go to a show and see almost every person looking the damn same, its...boring. i mean...blah lol...i would never do that, ever. its just lame, and im not gonna put myself in that catagory, cuz its def. not somewhere i'd like to be.
but yeah, not much has been goiing on, at all lately. I'm going to Walmart today to pick up an application so I can get a damn job, i mean yeah sitting on your ass at home all the time instead of doing to school sounds extremely fun, but actually doing it is a different story. I get SO bored, I mean gosh I moved my room around, and stupid stuff like that. I clean alot lately too. Its pretty weird, beings that I usually dont clean even if my life depended on it. but see cleaning also is gaining me some money because my dad doesnt bitch that I'm "living for free" i mean..Okay..legally i can live for free until im 18, but...If i want all the shit i have, or wait..if i want to KEEP all the shit i have, then i should be doing stuff around the house, hes right he doesnt ask for much, i just wish he'd ask in a nicer way. oh well whatever..
I talked to Caroline yesterday tooo! I was SO happy to hear from her, although she did call at like 8 in the morning and woke me up out of a dead damn sleep, i was glad, shes doing better i guess, shes at home now, and she cant go pee on her own haha...i thought that was rather funny, but i guess she doesnt have to have surgery and she just gets to do absolutly nothing for 4 to 6 weeks. sucks ass! i'd die if i had to stay home and do absolutly nothing for 4 to 6 weeks, all the shows i'd miss..ahhhhh!! remind me again to NEVER head walk, and/or crowd surf. blah lifes a bitch sometimes, but i love my sister. shes the awesomest.
yeah Im bored im gonna show u people some pics, maybe i'll get more damn comments, i mean lately...1 or 2 every once in a while, come on people what is that? not acceptable.
here ya go:
Im so bored.
me,chris and cynthia on halloween.
"..i sit here with ink and pen...contemplating words..yea and for this..."
my wife smiles. yay lol
ah...make it go away. lol
the second guy on the left, hes a cutie pie.:)
OH that reminds me.
Febuary 4th.
@ El Dorado (hEarT attAck pRomOtiOns)
7pm. 7 dollars.
Best Interest/Break the Sky/I adore + 2.
Be There. Or....
I'll....
rape you with a stick. yea..thats it lol
<3.
Enjoy.
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