..i'm falling deep and i can't get out...
well well..as you can seee Im at home for the moment..I got really drunk last night and i felt like royal shit when i woke up this morning..i dont remember much of what happened but i'd like ta thank Mario for coming allll the way from Lancaster to pick our drunk asses up..=( im sooo sorry for everything..ahck i hate feeling like i did something wrong..i know i did..it sucks..but yeah i dont remember much about last night..but i dunno..chris is probably mad at me but whatever..=( everything sucks sooo much..drinking doesnt solve anything..it makes everything sooo much worse..ugh..i dont know why im even still here..soo many oppurtunities to just..like..i dont know..
i have to leave here soon because im going back to cynthias for awhile again..everything here just sucks ass..everything..and fuckin Anthonys being an asshole cuz i guess he was sitting with his mom so it gave him some kinda right to be a dick..='[ whatever...im done..im just done with everything..i dont need/want any one...i just wanna be alone..forever..seriously..i hate myself..wow..this is sad..whatever im done feeling sorry for myself..im done crying about something that i cant do anything about..im just..done..=( maybe i'll get hit by a car or something..hmm..:sigh: whatever folks..
im out..
bye
-nicole
i have to leave here soon because im going back to cynthias for awhile again..everything here just sucks ass..everything..and fuckin Anthonys being an asshole cuz i guess he was sitting with his mom so it gave him some kinda right to be a dick..='[ whatever...im done..im just done with everything..i dont need/want any one...i just wanna be alone..forever..seriously..i hate myself..wow..this is sad..whatever im done feeling sorry for myself..im done crying about something that i cant do anything about..im just..done..=( maybe i'll get hit by a car or something..hmm..:sigh: whatever folks..
im out..
bye
-nicole