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Wow, i haven't felt this bad in a while.
Down cuz i blow off school work all the time.
Depressed cuz i don't have any money for a cheesburger for lunch tomorrow.
Sad cuz my brand new car has 10,000 miles on it already.
Rotten because it was suggested to me by my father to just take a job at donneley's.
Stressed cuz i've fuked up a ton at work this week.
Alone.
Why does it come so easy to some?
Why didn't I go to a faraway school, and keep sucking money off the family's teat until graduation, so i could drink myself silly, and have a day to recover instead of working 6 days a week?
WHy is it impossible to start my work before the day it is due? Hell, why don't i go to class? Why don't my pants fit, WHy don't i clean the room, why do i sleep past every alarm clock, why can't i slide by like i used to? why is school so pressuring?
Where did the time go, why is it the end of march already, why are there only 4 weeks of school left, why can't it be january again with a fresh start. why does it have to be sophomore year, why do i have to be so close to losing a scholarship, why does the path of my life go down rather than up
WHY DON"T I GET A WEEK OFF?????
why do parents think they know how to run the show, better yet, why do they think that their life was done better, why does the fukin bank call me once a week to sweep up their mess, why are people stupid?
Fuck it.
Down cuz i blow off school work all the time.
Depressed cuz i don't have any money for a cheesburger for lunch tomorrow.
Sad cuz my brand new car has 10,000 miles on it already.
Rotten because it was suggested to me by my father to just take a job at donneley's.
Stressed cuz i've fuked up a ton at work this week.
Alone.
Why does it come so easy to some?
Why didn't I go to a faraway school, and keep sucking money off the family's teat until graduation, so i could drink myself silly, and have a day to recover instead of working 6 days a week?
WHy is it impossible to start my work before the day it is due? Hell, why don't i go to class? Why don't my pants fit, WHy don't i clean the room, why do i sleep past every alarm clock, why can't i slide by like i used to? why is school so pressuring?
Where did the time go, why is it the end of march already, why are there only 4 weeks of school left, why can't it be january again with a fresh start. why does it have to be sophomore year, why do i have to be so close to losing a scholarship, why does the path of my life go down rather than up
WHY DON"T I GET A WEEK OFF?????
why do parents think they know how to run the show, better yet, why do they think that their life was done better, why does the fukin bank call me once a week to sweep up their mess, why are people stupid?
Fuck it.