Academic suicide and the rails.
Oh shit. I might have missed a class in my business law class. No not a class, a test!
Academic suicide at its finest, and it seems to hit everyone this year.
Never before has school put so much stress on me until college and that doesn't make sense. These are supposed to be the easy days. But again, its spring time, its 3 quarters through the semester and i'm freakin out about school again. Spring break isn't enough. Maybe it is if you actually go somewhere or work your ass off, neither one a part of this year's festivities.
So as a followup to the last post:
I should have given up a long time ago... Yes, I'm smart and know whats goin on, but still it just doesn't seem like the college route is what i want to do for the next 2-5 years. Maybe Full Sail in florida for live show production would have been the best way to go. Then i could see the country, and live the high life, and live music for weeks at a time.
Or perhaps an old dream of being a railroad engineer, and speeding down the rails, in control of everything. The rich smell of diesel fuel permeating the atmosphere, while the low rumble of thousands of horsepower rattles windows on the homes we pass. Really, there is a beauty about the rails. Unfortuantely, its a beauty that has passed its time in America. The way the old Pullman cars rocked passengers to sleep. The way a conducter was considered a true gentelman. Now the train just blocks the roads, and causes problems. Sigh, the way things change.
So now what? Back to the labor of school. Back to the unnecessary lectures, and the boring homework. Back to wasting the parents money. Back to the 40 mile drives. Back to parking tickets, and late fees, and printing costs, and loneliness.
if you have advice, post it for all to see. we're all in this toegether.
Academic suicide at its finest, and it seems to hit everyone this year.
Never before has school put so much stress on me until college and that doesn't make sense. These are supposed to be the easy days. But again, its spring time, its 3 quarters through the semester and i'm freakin out about school again. Spring break isn't enough. Maybe it is if you actually go somewhere or work your ass off, neither one a part of this year's festivities.
So as a followup to the last post:
I should have given up a long time ago... Yes, I'm smart and know whats goin on, but still it just doesn't seem like the college route is what i want to do for the next 2-5 years. Maybe Full Sail in florida for live show production would have been the best way to go. Then i could see the country, and live the high life, and live music for weeks at a time.
Or perhaps an old dream of being a railroad engineer, and speeding down the rails, in control of everything. The rich smell of diesel fuel permeating the atmosphere, while the low rumble of thousands of horsepower rattles windows on the homes we pass. Really, there is a beauty about the rails. Unfortuantely, its a beauty that has passed its time in America. The way the old Pullman cars rocked passengers to sleep. The way a conducter was considered a true gentelman. Now the train just blocks the roads, and causes problems. Sigh, the way things change.
So now what? Back to the labor of school. Back to the unnecessary lectures, and the boring homework. Back to wasting the parents money. Back to the 40 mile drives. Back to parking tickets, and late fees, and printing costs, and loneliness.
if you have advice, post it for all to see. we're all in this toegether.