go ahead and let the light shine through
I.
A quote from my twitter that pretty much sums up my life right now:
krystiryou said sometimes you want to hug someone but you don't know how. you want to help them but you don't think you can. and that hurts. a lot. ):
Everything just seems so hard. I know that's because of stress and schoolwork. Still, I don't like drowning in problems. It unsettles me, being so out of control of my life and courseload. I'll make it work. I always do. I just wish these times of overwhelming stress and worry would go away for good.
II.
I received my Yuletide assignment, and I adore it! I have to keep it pretty secret, of course, even though I don't know my participant. I've been worried about it lately- I love the idea and will have so much fun doing it, of course. It's been so long since someone (other than my wonderful sister) told me that I could write well. I guess I'm losing faith in my writing abilities, wondering if I was ever any good. Regardless, I'm going to go all out on this assignment to make sure my recipient loves it.
III.
Also, I haven't been excited about hogwarts_elite anymore. I've always loved the community, and it's been like a happy escape for me for over a year now. I know that it had to end, and that they made the right choice doing it, but now most everyone else has seemed to lose steam as well. When was the last time we had puff!chat? Apart from the few awesome-participation posts that have been happening, it feels like everything's become a ghost town. That makes me sad. I want to motivate myself to care- but it feels like, this being the last term, I just can't motivate myself to do that. I'll keep trying, though.
IV.
Sorry if this is a pretty depressing post. You all know me- I'm usually pretty bubbly and excited about things. I guess this is just a point in my life where I miss having tons of friends who would hold me up when I was feeling down. That makes everything seem harder... but I'll break out of this soon. I wanted to post because I haven't been livejournal much and I feel disconnected from all my lovely flisters. ♥
A quote from my twitter that pretty much sums up my life right now:
krystiryou said sometimes you want to hug someone but you don't know how. you want to help them but you don't think you can. and that hurts. a lot. ):
Everything just seems so hard. I know that's because of stress and schoolwork. Still, I don't like drowning in problems. It unsettles me, being so out of control of my life and courseload. I'll make it work. I always do. I just wish these times of overwhelming stress and worry would go away for good.
II.
I received my Yuletide assignment, and I adore it! I have to keep it pretty secret, of course, even though I don't know my participant. I've been worried about it lately- I love the idea and will have so much fun doing it, of course. It's been so long since someone (other than my wonderful sister) told me that I could write well. I guess I'm losing faith in my writing abilities, wondering if I was ever any good. Regardless, I'm going to go all out on this assignment to make sure my recipient loves it.
III.
Also, I haven't been excited about hogwarts_elite anymore. I've always loved the community, and it's been like a happy escape for me for over a year now. I know that it had to end, and that they made the right choice doing it, but now most everyone else has seemed to lose steam as well. When was the last time we had puff!chat? Apart from the few awesome-participation posts that have been happening, it feels like everything's become a ghost town. That makes me sad. I want to motivate myself to care- but it feels like, this being the last term, I just can't motivate myself to do that. I'll keep trying, though.
IV.
Sorry if this is a pretty depressing post. You all know me- I'm usually pretty bubbly and excited about things. I guess this is just a point in my life where I miss having tons of friends who would hold me up when I was feeling down. That makes everything seem harder... but I'll break out of this soon. I wanted to post because I haven't been livejournal much and I feel disconnected from all my lovely flisters. ♥