Here,
in this link, is the status of my life right now. It's not all bad, and I'm mentally better than when this mess started seven weeks ago, but life is not dealing me a good hand right now. Add in no raise this year (company-wide thing) despite a 6.5 percent minimum wage hike this year so the cost of everything including gas is going up, the fact that I'm wondering if I need a new car with an automatic transmission to give my foot a break, and a serious ongoing case of "Where the hell is my life going?"