Life or something like it

Apr 19, 2005 21:04

This is the time of the school year I really hate. I hate crunch time. It seems that I always end up getting sick, I have juries which are incredibly hard to sing through sometimes and I have papers then finals! I really miss elementary school. I miss having nap time, parties to celebrate the end of the year and NO STRESS! It totally stinks! AHHHH! Is all I really want to say. But it does prove the point that I need to just slow down and take a bit of time to do nothing in this crazy time. This year it seems worse because I leave 2 weeks from Friday for another country and I have to be all ready to go for the summer and academically by that time. I am going to be so brain dead! But it is an amazing blessing being able to visit places I have never been before, share Jesus with people and spend time with my best friend! I hope that you all have a great afternoon.

So I did not finish my thoughts... I guess that comes with being (I mean- NOT) sick. But God is going to take care of me... just need to be healthly on saturday to sing in the morning! That would be really good for me. This past weekend God really spoke to me- in 2.5 weeks I will be gone and this summer needs to be distraction free... so anything to do with attractive men is an absolute NO! I am excited about what the Lord is going to do in Santa Cruz... all I can stay is beware of the accent that may be huge when I come back- are you ready for it? It will be an interesting summer but a good summer- I just want to wait and see what happens!

So today it finally hit me, how much I miss my best friend. I really miss her. I have only talked to her once this semester and that was when she called me from Florence late at night on my b-day. She not only is my sister in Christ but I consider her a part of my family and her mom a second mom. It has been really hard because she is the person I call when I have a crisis or need someone to talk or just someone that know me and can hear through the lie that I am trying to tell her to get out of talking to her about something and then we always end up talking about it. I miss listening to her and hearing about how she has grown and changed and how God is shaping her life. I miss her telling me about her and Caper's adventures in dating and whatever that is like (eventhough mostly it can be hard to hear them but I still miss them). In 2 weeks- I get to see her in Paris! I am so excited and ready just to hang out with my best friend and just totally experience the Blessing that God had been planning for me. We have so much to catch up on. Our lives have totally changed- we have lived in 2 different worlds all our lives- but she has been in this new experience for 5 months. I am so excited about seeing her so soon and spending 3 weeks with her traveling, living life, talking about Jesus and following the path God layed about before us. I am ready to GO NOW!

I guess what it all boils down to is it is CRUNCH time... the time in a college student's semester that NO one likes. After this crunch time- I will be 2 years down with college... I cannot believe it- college seems like it flies by- all but CRUNCH time. Ok- life goes on.
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