Forgot
I really and truly forgot what I was going to write...
Matt and I watched Grace which was stupid. We watched Freeway which was pretty good!
I can't wait til I go see New Moon.
....OH NOW I REMEMBER!
I have been extremely emotional as of late. I hate the idea of Matt and I growing more and more like my parents. It upsets me. They don't love each other. She might of loved him when they first met but she sure as hell doesn't anymore. I know Matt does what he does because he loves me....It just reminds me of Daddy...
I tend to pressure Matt into sex. He says we should just let it happen naturally....But when I am very horny,I tend to get stressed..Like how he said he gets stressed without cigarettes. He said he wasn't going to visit the rentals today and I just broke down. That was far from what I wanted. But what do I really want?
I wake up horribly...Like I am not the best person to be around when I wake up from sleep. I am extremely pissy.
The past couple of nights I have been havign baby dreams. I had a dream that I had a deformed baby. It had a huge head,and two mins after having it,it started shiting. Like huge adult poops. And it wouldn't take a pacifer!
To dream that you are being defecated on, represents feelings of guilt and unworthiness. You may be suffering from low self-esteem.
To dream that you or someone is deformed, represents undeveloped aspects of yourself that you may have ignored. You refusal to acknowledge these characteristics may be affecting your performance and creative flow.
To dream that you have diarrhea, signifies that some part of your life is going out of control or that you can no longer contain your strong emotions. Alternatively, it may indicate a need for you to get something out of your system quickly. It may also indicate that you have not analyzed a situation long enough or that you do not want to deal with the problem at all.
To see a pacifier in your dream, represents emotional nurturance. You may be expressing a desire to escape from your daily responsibilities and demands.
Matt and I watched Grace which was stupid. We watched Freeway which was pretty good!
I can't wait til I go see New Moon.
....OH NOW I REMEMBER!
I have been extremely emotional as of late. I hate the idea of Matt and I growing more and more like my parents. It upsets me. They don't love each other. She might of loved him when they first met but she sure as hell doesn't anymore. I know Matt does what he does because he loves me....It just reminds me of Daddy...
I tend to pressure Matt into sex. He says we should just let it happen naturally....But when I am very horny,I tend to get stressed..Like how he said he gets stressed without cigarettes. He said he wasn't going to visit the rentals today and I just broke down. That was far from what I wanted. But what do I really want?
I wake up horribly...Like I am not the best person to be around when I wake up from sleep. I am extremely pissy.
The past couple of nights I have been havign baby dreams. I had a dream that I had a deformed baby. It had a huge head,and two mins after having it,it started shiting. Like huge adult poops. And it wouldn't take a pacifer!
To dream that you are being defecated on, represents feelings of guilt and unworthiness. You may be suffering from low self-esteem.
To dream that you or someone is deformed, represents undeveloped aspects of yourself that you may have ignored. You refusal to acknowledge these characteristics may be affecting your performance and creative flow.
To dream that you have diarrhea, signifies that some part of your life is going out of control or that you can no longer contain your strong emotions. Alternatively, it may indicate a need for you to get something out of your system quickly. It may also indicate that you have not analyzed a situation long enough or that you do not want to deal with the problem at all.
To see a pacifier in your dream, represents emotional nurturance. You may be expressing a desire to escape from your daily responsibilities and demands.