So I can be a douche
It finally clicked into my head....When I made the statement: If Anna is crying the world stops,to Matt's Uncle John.
I really had not realized I had been such a douche! When Matt first found Matt I was worried there would be no time for me. DOUCHE. I mean granted it was a lot to take in. THo that is no excuse! Date for someone for a year and then they have two brothers...shocking! Also a step mother,a grandma,and another uncle! His family is growing like crazy! I am happy he has a brother...B/c he will be able to be a legitmate Uncle,by blood. Tho,my neices LOVE him! Lanie,Navy and Destiny! There for a couple of weeks I was jealous of what him and Josh have. I long for what Anna and I use to have! I yearn for it. It depresses me so much sometimes.
-----J-Lee <3's Mattu
I really had not realized I had been such a douche! When Matt first found Matt I was worried there would be no time for me. DOUCHE. I mean granted it was a lot to take in. THo that is no excuse! Date for someone for a year and then they have two brothers...shocking! Also a step mother,a grandma,and another uncle! His family is growing like crazy! I am happy he has a brother...B/c he will be able to be a legitmate Uncle,by blood. Tho,my neices LOVE him! Lanie,Navy and Destiny! There for a couple of weeks I was jealous of what him and Josh have. I long for what Anna and I use to have! I yearn for it. It depresses me so much sometimes.
-----J-Lee <3's Mattu