I am back to not knowing what I want. Why do I exist? For what…: elephantsrock

elephantsrock

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Jul 27, 2008 10:48

I am back to not knowing what I want. Why do I exist? For what purpose? Will I die a lonely person? Do I really want to be a teacher? Why am I going to school? (besides to learn more..)

lonely, therapist, boyfriends, school, leave me alone, in pain, inner vs outer, more time, rant, depress-ish, changes, s.i, of age, life, oh fuck, dieing, dependent, regret, crappy, crazy, worried, lillian