Time and time again, distraction rears its foolish head. And try as i might to combat it. It wins more often than not. but if theres one thing i am, its the fact that i dont give up OR even give in. And im still happy with my life overall, regardless, of my twisted emotions, due to mental illness. So yes, i struggle on, but hey its life!

 One day off
and one day on
the thoughts the strenght
to be one
who can carry on with what 
truly drives be day to day
writng on and writing off
i need a solid base as such
and so i struggle day to day
to find compromise everday
to be able to put aside time
and write and write
as im inclined
to not be distracted so
as fate will let things go
as i play and ache to ( Read more... )