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La tee da. I'm not going to bother getting very much into the drama, just, there it is and there's too much of it. Oh well, at least this time, the drama has nothing to do with me. Well, very indirectly has to do with me, all about my sister, actually. Prrowr. I'm trying not to get horribly upset, I have too much stress as it is without letting ( Read more... )

I was killing myself alright. Killing myself on the most manageable timeline I could, at the rate of about one cigarette an hour. You can't just go and end it all. People still expect things of you. People still 'need' you. Need you to be the body filling the space where if you weren't it would just be someone else. Some other working stiff, some ( Read more... )