Jennifer has far surpassed my own self-actualization, something she accidentally points out often simply by emoting at my thinking and behavior. I recognize where she is, and wish to get there, but it is not yet my time to do so. Her own level is impressive and throws mine into stark relief; without the comparison I wouldn't have known how far I ( Read more... )

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It didn't even dawn on me to use the tools she gave me for nefarious purposes, though looking back I certainly could have. No, when Jennifer taught me her version of reframing/manifestation (what would it take?), I instead used it concerning her - what would it take to have an emotional connection with Jennifer? Or perhaps more boldly, what would ( Read more... )

The experiment is two-fold and based on nothing more than my theoretical musings while trying (and failing) to heal myself from unrequited love ( Read more... )

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Spent the past weekend in Oklahoma with Jennifer. We did all the things the first day - it was fun and exciting and delightful. The second day we challenged each other (and ourselves) by focusing on, and removing, any known limitations in our thinking. It took us 12-hours. This was not simply a mental exercise. No, we were coming up with real-world ( Read more... )