potentials

Sep 07, 2017 09:35

A free day. Nothing planned. I could walk the dog - by myself. Would I dare? I have a little fear of him when we are outside. He could go into his crazy thing where he starts to bite the leash and bite the hand that holds the leash. That is why I previously gave up walking him anywhere by myself. Can I really trust this trick of looping the leash around his tummy to end all the problems of walking him? I could use the backup of the e-collar to bring him to his senses I suppose. I could stay home and work in my studio. I do have things to do - I always have things to do. Mike's wedding ring, some pendants I started (just need to do a bit more and they would be finished). There are things that are finished and I could etsyize them. I've been wanting to replace a woven seat in an old chair - could start that project. I could put a lens on the camera and go on a photo spree - something I always enjoy. Take a simple bike ride by myself. Or I could start clearing a space to do ceramic work again in the basement - it will take at least a day to get that space ready. This seems to be one of my biggest issues in life - what to do with myself? If I don't have something to do lined up with someone else (or by someone else wanting something from me) then all the potentials start to overwhelm me. I feel only slightly pulled in any of these directions - nothing sounds really attractive to me.

Oh well, I'm sure it will get figured out as I go along.

As they say - do what is in front of you. I could start with getting dressed and doing the dishes and see what happens next.

decisions, what to do with myself, the problem of being me

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