monday - be a magician
Inspired by the Motherpeace round tarot deck. #1 - The Magician. I guess this means it would be a good idea to be more well balanced - equally be all the elements - fire, water, earth and air.
I dreamed last night that I was working at Polk (a local institute for the mentally retarded where I did once work) with Jill. (Jill was the person who used to help me with my mom at the end of mom's life - Jill died last summer - so hard to believe she is gone.) It was the end of our work shift (night shift) and it was time to get the residents up in the morning. This was my second day on the job and Jill thought I should be able to get the linen cart together by myself so she sent me back to get it. I brought it but I had forgotten a lot of things and I was running back to get them. I was trying to walk as fast as possible but there was something wrong with my legs. They were going too fast and getting too far out in front of me so I fell over backwards. I tried to slow them down and get them under me but I couldn't. I decided that I would have to start all over again from the beginning and get on my hands and knees like a baby to get up and get moving again. End of dream.
If there is anything that I need to start from the beginning I am thinking I will be remaking the little enameled rainbows over again - I just don't like how the colors turned out. I'm going to put the rainbow of colors in a different order next time. Instead of going from purple through to aqua, I will go from red to purple next time (have the blue, aqua, green and yellow colors in the middle flanked by purple and red.
A dark and overcast morning this morning - but at least the rain stopped. I walked with Candy. We didn't want to walk in the woods cause it is still hunting season so we walked on the bike trail to the River Ridge Farm gate and back - about 4.5 miles. When we got to the flats where the gate is there was a little path leading up a hill and we could see a lawn chair up there. There were no trespassing signs but I just wanted to see what was over the rise so we went up. There was a picturesque little lake that I had no idea was there before.
The lawn chair was sitting on a cement pad - I imagine there was once a cabin. Wouldn't that have been a sweet place for one?