are you there?

I want to wake up now.

will you help me?my persona and my attitude towards life have been doing alot of conflicting as of late ( Read more... )

she said: "he said he couldnt have sex with me the other day cuz he was bleeding from his prostate biopsy..I told him..well what a coincidence cuz Im bleeding too."

My love is like first steps in this snow, baby ( Read more... )

i'm in the army now. i got the news this morning! way cool huh? in about five hours i'm going to the meps to swear in and do my security breefing. i made it. i ship out febuary the 8th. oh wow... this is crazy, i'm on the right path to achieving all my goals. a big fuck you to my parents for always telling me my dreams were unachievable. ( Read more... )

well i've realized the past couple days that i am going to die a very painful and slo death. if the cancer doesnt kill me from smoking, i might drown cause all the liquid in my lungs and shit, i'll have a heart attack cause my pulse is so strong, or my blood pressure will cause me to have a seisure. my luck it'll all happen at the same time ( Read more... )

i can hardly recognize myself. i feel so empty.

Emily ( Read more... )

after all that bullshit i went through over the blood pressure, it turns out i was disqualified because my heart rate. i was supposed to get under a hundred, mine was a hundred. can you believe that?!? one fucking beat. Todays just been a shitty day all together. Sure, they recomended me for a waiver and chances are i'll still get in, its just ( Read more... )

Have you ever known someone that changed?
What kind of change?
Like from this to the winter freeze...
The grass always comes back just as green, i believe people can too...

I signed all the paper work today. All i have to do is pass the physical and i'm in. My job is reserved and everything. I found i leave the 26th of january.

I've got somewhat of a self perfecting process going on. I'm actually for once in my life, taking care of my body ( Read more... )