cry of relief
oh im crying sweetie, im so glad to just know that u know! weird! Rohan is in Melbourne(he is originally from Melb. love those melb. boys eheheh) (perth?exotic? hee he) hes there celebrating his grandmothers 80. erica pouts. But he said he would write me a txt everyday he was gone, and i wasnt expecting much but here are the following texts so far.. :-P
Rohan: "hey, just about arrived :-) been going since 7 and ive slept the whole way apart from stops, best way to spend a long car trip :-P. hows it going over there?" 4:36PM
Me: "fine, janes giving me cuddles and ally is biting me. Hows your grandma"
Rohan: "Dammit, now ur making me jealous :-P gran is good, tho mygrandpa needs surgery on his wrists for carpal tunnel :-S went for a walk along the beach, and more ppl coming tomorrow morning :-) mmm, party sounds good, *kiss*, enjoy! 8:14PM
me: "Ive been told that those operations just make it worse, but what can u do? I wanna go 2 the beach! ha ha i wonder if u walked past my mum s place! It sounds like a big family get together! *long hug* naughty thoughts..hehe
Rohan: " Dont think wouldve walked past, but mightve driven thru the area.. Yep, pretty much a get together
:-) we might have to do a mini coast trip sometime, save us having to wait a year for jasons next thing :-P mmmmmmmm *attempts to send naughty things over the phone* 9:00
i showed the last text to ally and jason(we were driving to ceroc) and i heard them go quiet(previously i has screamed when i reciveed the text ahahah suck!) then ally said to jason "dont go thru her other messages! heehee ehee suck! i then asked jason if Rohan had changed at all and he said hes become alot more femimine since he met me? what the? strange?
Rohan is a student at ANU doing bachelor in software engineering. heehe. my mother screamed when i told her that and that they make alot of money and my father told me that they usually go crazy and that hes too young for me. great parents hey. stupid parents.
Hes 21. went to school with jason, amanda and steph. Amanda remembers him being teased for been a geek. :-( . Hes very tall and lanky but built thanks to Parkour! :-P heeheh and hes got blue/green eyes and black hair, big cupid lips and a finely featured nose, he usually looks nervous but hes given me some devilish looks that freeze me right now the spot. oh and yes ahem...ive been introduced to his perehmones! i drink him in hehehehehe....that poem i wrote earlier i gave to him before he went to melb ...but he hasnt mentioned it? :-( but just before i gave it to him, he wanted me to watch "waking life" and we had therotical arguements all the way thru it so i knew he would understand my poetry. His favourite line from that movie is "As the pattern gets more intricate and subtle, being swept along is no longer enough." i didnt hear it so Rohan repeated for me, then i asked him to say it again because it was beautiful, so he said it without hesitation or stumbling the words, it was beautiful just to watch him say those beautiful words . ahaha h im such an artist. hehehe
just found these messages from Rohan today, wasnt expecting messages, left my phone in my car, party at jasons sucked, jason was been an arsehole, caiti, jane, and ben and amanda and karl and peter were great tho! i was a little depressed myself...sigh....
ROhan: "hihi :-) we just had second christmas to make up for not being here earlier :-) sooo full of food :-) how was/is janes thing going, or was that just last night? missing u, *kiss* 10:03PM
Rohan: Btw, didnt mention the poem before, but read it when i got in the other night and again just now and its beautiful. I dont think i have the skill with words to reply but i will try :-)" 10:42PM
see! i know its ovbious but i feel like he can read my mind sometimes!
im still feeling slightly paranoid that rohan likes jane and that amanda and karl are a better couple....but i know this is just crazy human negative talk and i just need to focus on all i have already recevied. I shall be satisfied. it is enough. but when i was talking to amanda i got the feeling that even karl isnt good for her..... Rohan makes me smile...and everytime i think of ways to express him i keep going back to a scene in dawsons creek where pacey was kissing joey even when she started to smile he kept giving her small quick kisses and that is my Rohan!
im having troubles with my cousin, shes not paying her bills to mum, she leaves the house unlocked when she leaves, shes eaten all my foood without buying more and im feeling stepped on and an alien in my own house, i wanna scream with frustration at the stupid situation i put myself into and im backed into a corner. im pissed off. :-(
Also jane is using me like a taxi service alongside jason and ally, and i have no backbone cos im lonely, im slowly eating into my(dads) saving and its like quicksand i cant seem to stop the spending, i shall have no money for rego when u see me, its the only way to stop the leechs, i hate been polite, it gets me in trouble. FUCK!
i miss Rohan! SOB!
me: "*long kiss* sight " 3:14AM
Rohan: "hey, just about arrived :-) been going since 7 and ive slept the whole way apart from stops, best way to spend a long car trip :-P. hows it going over there?" 4:36PM
Me: "fine, janes giving me cuddles and ally is biting me. Hows your grandma"
Rohan: "Dammit, now ur making me jealous :-P gran is good, tho mygrandpa needs surgery on his wrists for carpal tunnel :-S went for a walk along the beach, and more ppl coming tomorrow morning :-) mmm, party sounds good, *kiss*, enjoy! 8:14PM
me: "Ive been told that those operations just make it worse, but what can u do? I wanna go 2 the beach! ha ha i wonder if u walked past my mum s place! It sounds like a big family get together! *long hug* naughty thoughts..hehe
Rohan: " Dont think wouldve walked past, but mightve driven thru the area.. Yep, pretty much a get together
:-) we might have to do a mini coast trip sometime, save us having to wait a year for jasons next thing :-P mmmmmmmm *attempts to send naughty things over the phone* 9:00
i showed the last text to ally and jason(we were driving to ceroc) and i heard them go quiet(previously i has screamed when i reciveed the text ahahah suck!) then ally said to jason "dont go thru her other messages! heehee ehee suck! i then asked jason if Rohan had changed at all and he said hes become alot more femimine since he met me? what the? strange?
Rohan is a student at ANU doing bachelor in software engineering. heehe. my mother screamed when i told her that and that they make alot of money and my father told me that they usually go crazy and that hes too young for me. great parents hey. stupid parents.
Hes 21. went to school with jason, amanda and steph. Amanda remembers him being teased for been a geek. :-( . Hes very tall and lanky but built thanks to Parkour! :-P heeheh and hes got blue/green eyes and black hair, big cupid lips and a finely featured nose, he usually looks nervous but hes given me some devilish looks that freeze me right now the spot. oh and yes ahem...ive been introduced to his perehmones! i drink him in hehehehehe....that poem i wrote earlier i gave to him before he went to melb ...but he hasnt mentioned it? :-( but just before i gave it to him, he wanted me to watch "waking life" and we had therotical arguements all the way thru it so i knew he would understand my poetry. His favourite line from that movie is "As the pattern gets more intricate and subtle, being swept along is no longer enough." i didnt hear it so Rohan repeated for me, then i asked him to say it again because it was beautiful, so he said it without hesitation or stumbling the words, it was beautiful just to watch him say those beautiful words . ahaha h im such an artist. hehehe
just found these messages from Rohan today, wasnt expecting messages, left my phone in my car, party at jasons sucked, jason was been an arsehole, caiti, jane, and ben and amanda and karl and peter were great tho! i was a little depressed myself...sigh....
ROhan: "hihi :-) we just had second christmas to make up for not being here earlier :-) sooo full of food :-) how was/is janes thing going, or was that just last night? missing u, *kiss* 10:03PM
Rohan: Btw, didnt mention the poem before, but read it when i got in the other night and again just now and its beautiful. I dont think i have the skill with words to reply but i will try :-)" 10:42PM
see! i know its ovbious but i feel like he can read my mind sometimes!
im still feeling slightly paranoid that rohan likes jane and that amanda and karl are a better couple....but i know this is just crazy human negative talk and i just need to focus on all i have already recevied. I shall be satisfied. it is enough. but when i was talking to amanda i got the feeling that even karl isnt good for her..... Rohan makes me smile...and everytime i think of ways to express him i keep going back to a scene in dawsons creek where pacey was kissing joey even when she started to smile he kept giving her small quick kisses and that is my Rohan!
im having troubles with my cousin, shes not paying her bills to mum, she leaves the house unlocked when she leaves, shes eaten all my foood without buying more and im feeling stepped on and an alien in my own house, i wanna scream with frustration at the stupid situation i put myself into and im backed into a corner. im pissed off. :-(
Also jane is using me like a taxi service alongside jason and ally, and i have no backbone cos im lonely, im slowly eating into my(dads) saving and its like quicksand i cant seem to stop the spending, i shall have no money for rego when u see me, its the only way to stop the leechs, i hate been polite, it gets me in trouble. FUCK!
i miss Rohan! SOB!
me: "*long kiss* sight " 3:14AM