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[ech0s0fdawn]

tims never on now. i could prolly stay on all day til the afternoon n not talk to him. hes not on at night. i dun ever talk to him anymore. the last time i got to actually talk to him was prolly a week ago. it only makes me wonder if he found someone else. i tell him to call me and he doesn't do that. i dunno whether to just leave him be or to bother to ask.
i just wanna give up. im not dating material. im not any kind of material to do anything. just be alone.
im tired of always feeling alone.