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here we go again..
so.. i was actually being quite happy doin what I do...
I'm actually happy not being in a relationship.
I like getting compliments..I like flirting with ppl and to be honest I like the having sex with different ppl part too :D
I havent been in a relationship in like 2 years and im happy with that..
but now..
he just comes along an is getting me all confused again :/
argghh
He seems like a great guy as well.
but its like.. you want this.. and i dnt know if can give u that..
Tbh i dunno what d be like in a relationship.
I dont know if I could give up this attention im getting..
I know there'd be great bits in it..
but its also be giving up some things..
argh, i dunno..
its sounds great in theory..as always but like..god..
what if i fuck it up?
i dont wanna feel like shit again..
I culd end up eing really really happy..
or.. I culd totally be screwed up yet again..
argh..
I kno im pure getting ahead of myself.. but he referred to me as..*the girl im seeing*
I was like... >.<
im going to his on sat and he's gonna make me dinner,then we're going to the catty with everyone..then im staying at his..till monday i think ... maybe not the best way to start..
hmm.we shall see I guess..
i just need to be honest..ah dear.. :/
I dnt even know if he knows how many of his mates ive pulled :/ ...
fuck..
so.. i was actually being quite happy doin what I do...
I'm actually happy not being in a relationship.
I like getting compliments..I like flirting with ppl and to be honest I like the having sex with different ppl part too :D
I havent been in a relationship in like 2 years and im happy with that..
but now..
he just comes along an is getting me all confused again :/
argghh
He seems like a great guy as well.
but its like.. you want this.. and i dnt know if can give u that..
Tbh i dunno what d be like in a relationship.
I dont know if I could give up this attention im getting..
I know there'd be great bits in it..
but its also be giving up some things..
argh, i dunno..
its sounds great in theory..as always but like..god..
what if i fuck it up?
i dont wanna feel like shit again..
I culd end up eing really really happy..
or.. I culd totally be screwed up yet again..
argh..
I kno im pure getting ahead of myself.. but he referred to me as..*the girl im seeing*
I was like... >.<
im going to his on sat and he's gonna make me dinner,then we're going to the catty with everyone..then im staying at his..till monday i think ... maybe not the best way to start..
hmm.we shall see I guess..
i just need to be honest..ah dear.. :/
I dnt even know if he knows how many of his mates ive pulled :/ ...
fuck..