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mehhh..
here we go again..ffs..
i never even thought about this much shit wen i was single...
argh!!
bloody changing...
I think im just used to getting attention from a number of ppl..and then to go to only gettin attention from one person is a bit shit.. :/
i dunno if i shuld lower the amount i expect or if i shuld ask for more..hmm
also.. the whole trust thing...
i havent needed to trust anyone for so long..and ive not been in a position where i culd break someones trust..u kno.not like this..
so its weird..
and i dunno what to question and what to accept..
i dunno wether if i question things or get upset bout somethings then i'll seem pety and immature or if i shuld just accept stuff and either be walked over or it seems like i dnt care..
its all very confusing and im prob blowing it way out of proportion as usual..
the whole thing with his ex was not amusing either :/
hmmmm...i dunno what to do or say..and i dunno how to bring it up with him..or if i shuld even do that..
who knows..argh..
here we go again..ffs..
i never even thought about this much shit wen i was single...
argh!!
bloody changing...
I think im just used to getting attention from a number of ppl..and then to go to only gettin attention from one person is a bit shit.. :/
i dunno if i shuld lower the amount i expect or if i shuld ask for more..hmm
also.. the whole trust thing...
i havent needed to trust anyone for so long..and ive not been in a position where i culd break someones trust..u kno.not like this..
so its weird..
and i dunno what to question and what to accept..
i dunno wether if i question things or get upset bout somethings then i'll seem pety and immature or if i shuld just accept stuff and either be walked over or it seems like i dnt care..
its all very confusing and im prob blowing it way out of proportion as usual..
the whole thing with his ex was not amusing either :/
hmmmm...i dunno what to do or say..and i dunno how to bring it up with him..or if i shuld even do that..
who knows..argh..