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two months to schools end and i feel like i am about to embark on the coldest scariest adventure i will ever take. i exited beyond reason. college is now after twlve years finally merely a stones throw away it is exhilerating. it will offically be spring break next week and as always i find that i have a majory project underway. but its allright i feel free for the first time in my life. i haven't reverted back to my old ways at all. michele and i are now happily three months and 12 days together. we've gone beyond the infatuation stage and find ourselves in what she calls the disorientation stage. as she puts it, it is the time in which each person realizes the other is not as perfect as previously thought. but i think we'll be alright i know she isn't perfect but i still love very much all the imperfections she has. speech is ended and all that we have left is the spring and senior plays. the things holding me to high school are dwindling fast. i sent in my fafsa and will find out soon enough how much of the nations hard earned tax money will be used to send me to college. i will get that teaching degree no matter what it takes. michele is going to go to byu in idaho for a while to get her accociates and then come back to minnesota for her bachelors. we'll stay in touch. hey i might even go to see her. that is the beauty of this time. i don't know where the heck i am going but it's only me and i chose where i go and when. the only down side is all the people that i will have to leave behind. there are so many and my heart aches in wonder at what they will do, what things they will acomplish while i am not able to watch them. i suppose this would be why i sent out the email i did. i basically took all the adresses in my book and sent an email to them telling each one thing i want to tell them. some of them were sent back which sucks. um minha if you read this send me your new email adress...i sent you something but it got returned like a bad check. well i don't have much more to talk about for now we'll see what happens.
as always
live long prosper and may god be with you
josh
as always
live long prosper and may god be with you
josh