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well, i'm doing really bad about keeping this thing up and writing letters to andrew. think i know what i'm doing on sunday! definitely gotta get going on my next novel to him and updating this more often.
went to the mall and saw jeff on tuesday right before i chopped off all my hair. went and got it styled on wednesday so that now its quite short and lovely. text messaged roxo before i left, out of curiosity just cuz i didnt know if the number i had for him was still his number. he texted me back and indeed it was him so im gonna drop by his apartment at some point. although im a little worried cuz i dont know if hes still going out with taryn and she doesnt exactly like me cuz roxo and i almost had a thing at one point and cuz i was a heroin addict. the last time i saw her was probably nearly a year ago when i went with andrew to visit joe. she was giving us both dirty looks but acting like she was all happy to see us. it was disgusting.
yesterday i dyed my hair "pomegranate" its a deep brown with a very red tint to it. it kicks ass. i love my hair not-blonde and dark. after nearly 25 years i went for something different and it was a good thing.
thats about all thats been going on. been extremely busy with work and my god-based activities. march 15th i have the start of a 1 week vacation. my dose will be down to about 5mg. during that week im gonna stop taking the methadone. ill have it out of my system by march 18th, and by the time my b-day comes on april 7th ill be feeling fine! woohoo! almost 2 years, its time to get the hell outta there!
went to the mall and saw jeff on tuesday right before i chopped off all my hair. went and got it styled on wednesday so that now its quite short and lovely. text messaged roxo before i left, out of curiosity just cuz i didnt know if the number i had for him was still his number. he texted me back and indeed it was him so im gonna drop by his apartment at some point. although im a little worried cuz i dont know if hes still going out with taryn and she doesnt exactly like me cuz roxo and i almost had a thing at one point and cuz i was a heroin addict. the last time i saw her was probably nearly a year ago when i went with andrew to visit joe. she was giving us both dirty looks but acting like she was all happy to see us. it was disgusting.
yesterday i dyed my hair "pomegranate" its a deep brown with a very red tint to it. it kicks ass. i love my hair not-blonde and dark. after nearly 25 years i went for something different and it was a good thing.
thats about all thats been going on. been extremely busy with work and my god-based activities. march 15th i have the start of a 1 week vacation. my dose will be down to about 5mg. during that week im gonna stop taking the methadone. ill have it out of my system by march 18th, and by the time my b-day comes on april 7th ill be feeling fine! woohoo! almost 2 years, its time to get the hell outta there!