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well, new years eve looks like its gonna be a blast. our group's song and play are wicked hilarious....i dont know if im gonna be able to keep a straight face while acting....if i look at anyone im gonna crack up, especially serge or alex, and if i look at the ceiling theyre gonna start laughing!
i had a really good talk with kirill the other night. it was awesome, turns out we're going through the same crap at this point. it was really really nice, when i left he gave me a longer than usual hug that was perfect. it was cute. i gotta start hanging out with him more often and keeping him company. hes really shy and doesnt like to tell people when shits bothering him so he ends up isolating himself and getting depressed. and it cant be easy having pj for a roommate, who is very outgoing and everyone loves. but kirill wants to build up his muscles and loose some weight and i wanna loose some weight so we're gonna encourage each other and what not. great kid though. god has great plans for him and pj both.
mike tried to kiss me the other night, then gave me a kiss on the cheek in front of all the people in church last night which was really embarrassing and i was not cool with. its like if i dont take off right after thigns finish he moves in and corners me. it isnt fair. i need to talk to cathy about that and see what she says i should do.
other than that, things are going better. at 15mg now of methadone, when i get somewhere between 5-10mg i think i might just drop it. ill be down to 10 in 5 weeks. 5 in 11 weeks!
cant wait. know im gonna give my clinician a heart-attack when i tell him. hell survive!
i had a really good talk with kirill the other night. it was awesome, turns out we're going through the same crap at this point. it was really really nice, when i left he gave me a longer than usual hug that was perfect. it was cute. i gotta start hanging out with him more often and keeping him company. hes really shy and doesnt like to tell people when shits bothering him so he ends up isolating himself and getting depressed. and it cant be easy having pj for a roommate, who is very outgoing and everyone loves. but kirill wants to build up his muscles and loose some weight and i wanna loose some weight so we're gonna encourage each other and what not. great kid though. god has great plans for him and pj both.
mike tried to kiss me the other night, then gave me a kiss on the cheek in front of all the people in church last night which was really embarrassing and i was not cool with. its like if i dont take off right after thigns finish he moves in and corners me. it isnt fair. i need to talk to cathy about that and see what she says i should do.
other than that, things are going better. at 15mg now of methadone, when i get somewhere between 5-10mg i think i might just drop it. ill be down to 10 in 5 weeks. 5 in 11 weeks!
cant wait. know im gonna give my clinician a heart-attack when i tell him. hell survive!