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wow, im doing absolutely horribly trying to remember to post on here!
i dont think too much has changed since the last tiem i was on. my hair is still dyed "bright auburn red" and looks fabulous with the short cut. ive been leading bible studies for the last 3 out of 4 thursday nights and apparently im made for it. i love leading them! and it makes me realize how much i actually know and to share it with other people is so fulfilling and makes me want to be better during the week so i can set a good example. its weird having people telling other people only good things about me and saying how beautiful and wonderful of a person ive become. it rocks!
viktor is praying for me to find a husband. ive been told i need to decide whether i want a pastor or a minister. its funny, cuz i think hes trying to get kirril to ask me out, viktor went on about me while he was talking to kirril the other day, pointing out how great and pretty and intelligent and whatnot that i am. and then in the same conversation he started getting him thinking about marriage as well. lol, we'll see what happens. i love kirril, hes a good kid.
the church found a bass guitar for me to learn on, pastor (viktor) wants to teach me to play electric/acoustic guitars as well, and hes going to teach kirril how to play the drums, and when the worship team starts getting us playing with them viktor is talking about maybe splitting the team apart and having two teams for the church that will most likely alternate prayer service on friday nights and church on sundays. should be awesome, i cant wait to play bass! probably starting to learn by wednesday!
my mom had to get a pin put in her knee due to a skiing accident. shes doing really well though, and my nephew who'll be 2 in may does a great impression of how grandma walks, taking a step with his left foot and then dragging his right leg behind them, without the cruchtes he cant really figure out how to swing his leg! have a cute pic of him i gotta post on here, ill do that when i put a pic of my new hair up.
gonna try to get a job working for a company my buddy works for over in agawam. i would make the same amount there in one week that i make in 3-4 weeks at yankee! i would be working alot harder, but at least i wouldnt be dealing with customers and it would get my loan paid off faster and would only be temporary (permanent position but i cant see staying there more than a year) but would be alot better than this, then i would have weekends off and be home by 7pm at the latest, and thats only when it gets busy. but pastor wants me to be secretary for the ministry office as soon as its bringing in enough money to hire me! so psyched. viktor loves me, its so bizarre to be held in such high regards without any attention to my past, and he knows my past!
down to 9mg of methadone, and going down 1mg/week on wednesdays. will be off of the clinic totally april 4, 3 days before my bday which is what i wanted, it was supposed to be 5 days after, but somehow the clinic screwed up on thursday and my dose ended up going down 2mg in 2 days! it sucked, but i didnt care! whatever, at least ill be off when i want to now!!!
anyhew, back to my stinkin' job. only 45 minutes left!
i dont think too much has changed since the last tiem i was on. my hair is still dyed "bright auburn red" and looks fabulous with the short cut. ive been leading bible studies for the last 3 out of 4 thursday nights and apparently im made for it. i love leading them! and it makes me realize how much i actually know and to share it with other people is so fulfilling and makes me want to be better during the week so i can set a good example. its weird having people telling other people only good things about me and saying how beautiful and wonderful of a person ive become. it rocks!
viktor is praying for me to find a husband. ive been told i need to decide whether i want a pastor or a minister. its funny, cuz i think hes trying to get kirril to ask me out, viktor went on about me while he was talking to kirril the other day, pointing out how great and pretty and intelligent and whatnot that i am. and then in the same conversation he started getting him thinking about marriage as well. lol, we'll see what happens. i love kirril, hes a good kid.
the church found a bass guitar for me to learn on, pastor (viktor) wants to teach me to play electric/acoustic guitars as well, and hes going to teach kirril how to play the drums, and when the worship team starts getting us playing with them viktor is talking about maybe splitting the team apart and having two teams for the church that will most likely alternate prayer service on friday nights and church on sundays. should be awesome, i cant wait to play bass! probably starting to learn by wednesday!
my mom had to get a pin put in her knee due to a skiing accident. shes doing really well though, and my nephew who'll be 2 in may does a great impression of how grandma walks, taking a step with his left foot and then dragging his right leg behind them, without the cruchtes he cant really figure out how to swing his leg! have a cute pic of him i gotta post on here, ill do that when i put a pic of my new hair up.
gonna try to get a job working for a company my buddy works for over in agawam. i would make the same amount there in one week that i make in 3-4 weeks at yankee! i would be working alot harder, but at least i wouldnt be dealing with customers and it would get my loan paid off faster and would only be temporary (permanent position but i cant see staying there more than a year) but would be alot better than this, then i would have weekends off and be home by 7pm at the latest, and thats only when it gets busy. but pastor wants me to be secretary for the ministry office as soon as its bringing in enough money to hire me! so psyched. viktor loves me, its so bizarre to be held in such high regards without any attention to my past, and he knows my past!
down to 9mg of methadone, and going down 1mg/week on wednesdays. will be off of the clinic totally april 4, 3 days before my bday which is what i wanted, it was supposed to be 5 days after, but somehow the clinic screwed up on thursday and my dose ended up going down 2mg in 2 days! it sucked, but i didnt care! whatever, at least ill be off when i want to now!!!
anyhew, back to my stinkin' job. only 45 minutes left!