So a while ago I saw "I Won't Love You To Death" and since then I have had a minor celeb crush on Mario. I realize part of this is due to vulnerability. For me, vulnerability is very attractive. In fact, I cannot imagine being attracted to someone without them being vulnerable with me in some way. And people who shield themselves might as well look ( Read more... )

Hm. In some ways I need to not be so hard on myself. And at the same time in some ways I need to get the fuck over myself. For serious. I'm really trying to come up with a quantitative equation for the exact amount of times one person should/can look at themselves ( Read more... )

I meant to write about my thoughts on labeling feelings a while ago.
After that whole deal with trying to figure out if I'd ever been "in love" I've decided not to try and label my feelings (which is actually really hard). Putting words to emotions is such an odd notion ( Read more... )

I left work, got on the train, came home, fed my cat, sat down and cried. Real tears. I cried for myself and for Carla who was somewhere in this city crying as well. I cried for the other women who just didn't have the time or energy to cry. I cried because my tears weren't enough. I cried because for one moment I felt as if I wasn't enough. I ( Read more... )

I just realized I have issues with eye contact.

So my assignment is to give direct eye contact to at least 1 out of 3 people that I walk past and to smile.

Ok so it's spring break. (Or rather summer-esque sorta springy type break). I should be wildin, right? Should be hanging from a chandelier with my panties on my head. Well actually I'm miserable. I've just sunk right into some sort of funk. It's pretty bad too. 'Cause Stevie's not even helping. But on a brighter note, these low times are what ( Read more... )

I have been thinking heavily, deeply about something for the past few days. I still haven't come up with an "answer" (although my lack of an answer is sort of an answer) so I wanted to spew it all out here and see if that brings forth any sort of epiphany ( Read more... )

-When I ask a man "Have you ever been in love?" what I'm really asking is "Are you capable of being in love?" or maybe "Is there a possibility that you might fall in love with me down the road ( Read more... )