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i feel as if everyone is changing. i hate this feeling. I hate it when PEOPLE FUCKING LIE. God, tell the fucking truth. I'm sick of being lied to, everyone lies, mandi, abby, even zech. im so sick of his ex girlfriend. holy hell she needs to just fall off the end of the earth. but "theyre BFFS" what a fucking load of shit. I can barley even talk to new guys and he can have best friends? bulllllllshit. but i cant do fucking anything. ugh. as you can tell im in an awful mood. i hate today. i hate lies. i hate it when people arnt honest with me.
I reallllly hate it. I hate it when people ask me ...whats wrong...how do i anwser that? nothing is fucking right. NOTHING. I feel like i need help. I shouldnt be so down all the time. But I am. I just want to get away. I need a break from everyone. I need to get away but when i go...I know i worry and stress. I hate it. I just wanna drive my car off the edge. I'm wondering whats left to hold onto...your cheap lies that i can see right through?
Cause I can...I can see when people arnt being honest with me. Ugh. Yeah i know im normally "life is to short to be mad and upset with people" but right now i just wanna be mad. i want to scream and cry and get rid of this feeling, i just cant shake it and i dk why. I feel so uneasy. Its feelings ive had before with other guys. I discoverd I FUCKING HATE FRESHMEN GIRLS. and most girls from lapeer east and west. fucking stupid ugly ass bitches,
thats all i can say about them. So since i can't do anything i'm gunna crank up my music and wait for this feelings to pass....GOODFUCKINGBYE
I reallllly hate it. I hate it when people ask me ...whats wrong...how do i anwser that? nothing is fucking right. NOTHING. I feel like i need help. I shouldnt be so down all the time. But I am. I just want to get away. I need a break from everyone. I need to get away but when i go...I know i worry and stress. I hate it. I just wanna drive my car off the edge. I'm wondering whats left to hold onto...your cheap lies that i can see right through?
Cause I can...I can see when people arnt being honest with me. Ugh. Yeah i know im normally "life is to short to be mad and upset with people" but right now i just wanna be mad. i want to scream and cry and get rid of this feeling, i just cant shake it and i dk why. I feel so uneasy. Its feelings ive had before with other guys. I discoverd I FUCKING HATE FRESHMEN GIRLS. and most girls from lapeer east and west. fucking stupid ugly ass bitches,
thats all i can say about them. So since i can't do anything i'm gunna crank up my music and wait for this feelings to pass....GOODFUCKINGBYE