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I realized i need to update this baby more. i know i know. dont yell at me. Anyways, so here comes a new update of me bitching and complaining and probally not making much sense at all.
I discoverd not to ever get your hopes up. People lie and don't ever do what they say they will do. And I can't actually say something about it to this person. I have to bite my tounge so I dont start something. Crappy. I wish I could just like say things to people and they wouldn't get all offended, I wish that people wouldn't lie about who they like and dislike. I just wish people could be honest...but nobody ever is anymore. Its so pathetic. But it probally wont change...not today, not ever. I'm sick of it though.
I'm just killing some time before I go workout. But still. Theres alot of things that are kinda sorta bugging me alot. Lol yes i did just say that and im aware it didnt make much sense at all. I don't care really. I'm so sick of people lying, and trying to cover their lies, and being stupid little bitches. I think most the drama starts at myspace. i should just fucking get rid of mine. It should be a rule that you can't have your boyfriend/girlfriend on your list. cause it will start crap between you two. I think im gunna delete mine. Honestly I don't think its worth all that crap. I really don't.
I say i'll delete it allll the time. But I never ever do. Its that bastard toms stupid clever website. ugh. I wish I had like...a good entry to write about. like how happy i am with my life. But yeah im not really all that happy. My mom is gunna talk to a realitor soon. So sooner or later I will be out of this house. my one house i grew up in, and the only home i've ever known. its gunna be gone. Yeah defiatnly doesnt make me happy. Especially not knowing where we are gunna go. Fucking Oakland county has to be super expensive doesnt it? stupid rich bastards.
*sighs* What can i do though? Sit back and let it happen. My brother has been no help to my mom what-so-ever. He does whatever the fuck he wants and doesn't care about other people only himself and his girlfriend. I understand it but hes a dumbass. I think he needs to realize it too. This is why I love Livejournal. I can say whatever i want. I dont have to bite my tounge. I can be mean or nice or whatever i feel like being. And nobody can bitch. and if they do then they can get over themselvs cause i really feel like this so.
I discoverd not to ever get your hopes up. People lie and don't ever do what they say they will do. And I can't actually say something about it to this person. I have to bite my tounge so I dont start something. Crappy. I wish I could just like say things to people and they wouldn't get all offended, I wish that people wouldn't lie about who they like and dislike. I just wish people could be honest...but nobody ever is anymore. Its so pathetic. But it probally wont change...not today, not ever. I'm sick of it though.
I'm just killing some time before I go workout. But still. Theres alot of things that are kinda sorta bugging me alot. Lol yes i did just say that and im aware it didnt make much sense at all. I don't care really. I'm so sick of people lying, and trying to cover their lies, and being stupid little bitches. I think most the drama starts at myspace. i should just fucking get rid of mine. It should be a rule that you can't have your boyfriend/girlfriend on your list. cause it will start crap between you two. I think im gunna delete mine. Honestly I don't think its worth all that crap. I really don't.
I say i'll delete it allll the time. But I never ever do. Its that bastard toms stupid clever website. ugh. I wish I had like...a good entry to write about. like how happy i am with my life. But yeah im not really all that happy. My mom is gunna talk to a realitor soon. So sooner or later I will be out of this house. my one house i grew up in, and the only home i've ever known. its gunna be gone. Yeah defiatnly doesnt make me happy. Especially not knowing where we are gunna go. Fucking Oakland county has to be super expensive doesnt it? stupid rich bastards.
*sighs* What can i do though? Sit back and let it happen. My brother has been no help to my mom what-so-ever. He does whatever the fuck he wants and doesn't care about other people only himself and his girlfriend. I understand it but hes a dumbass. I think he needs to realize it too. This is why I love Livejournal. I can say whatever i want. I dont have to bite my tounge. I can be mean or nice or whatever i feel like being. And nobody can bitch. and if they do then they can get over themselvs cause i really feel like this so.