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May 30, 2006 13:14

Here I am PISSED OFF again. First off, thanks to everyone who came to my bon fire thingy the other night. im sorry i was sucha downer. My aunt is a bitch who needs to mind her business, she def crossed the line and she needs to keep her nose out of me and my moms business. anyways, so i fought with her, got my period, uhm then i came acorss another thing. theres my boyfriend, flirting with his ex AGAIN. holy fucking hell, it makes my day, let me tell you. it pretty much makes life worth living. pretty much.

Ugh i know todays gunna suck. even though zech gets his lisence. i dont care. im pissed off and my feelinsg are fucking crushed. ugh. I hateeeeee her. why is he even with me? why doesnt he just get back with her? i dont get it. why do this? whyyyy put time and effort into me if your just gunna go talk to your ex behind my back. yeah i talk to austin, but its a totallllly differnt story. austins not like ashley. Hes my FRIEND. we let the past go, we dont even talk about it.

i didnt leave austin for him. i didnt cheat on austin with zech. such shit. ugh. He gives me so much shit and then does this. what a hippocrit. im just really mad. I wish that she would fall off the face of the planet.

yes that would be nice. abbys got a new bf. hes pretty cool. idk hes kinda shy lol. but hes cute for her. Dankeroo has a new lady too! im really happy for him cause shes really nice and stuff and dank deserves the best. SEE I KNEW IT, everytime that my friends have good luck with dating mine fucks up and sucks. ugh. i feel like i abuse my lj cause i only write when im mad. but idk. me and leah seem to always have the same problems and go through the same shit.

I love her though shes sucha sweetie and neither of us deserve it. we're both hotties lol.  ugh ugh ughughuguhughug im so mad. its not funny. todays gunna fucking suck sooo if im mean to you im sorry its just im sick of people hurting my feelings constanlty like its going outta style. they do it way to much and im sick of crying
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