WOW!!
Now That was an AMAZING Easter weekend. I really fest GOD's presence move for the first time in I have no idea. I was at this Christian Easter weekender with a chelmsford based Christian youth group and I was already feel really fucked up because there was this guy there who I havent spoken to since I had a wrongly wanted and gay crush oh his best friend. And the fact that he was one of my leaders was really annoying because he was only two years older than me and I felt like "hello I have been going longer than he has, so how comes he gets to be a leader and I dont?" But I eventually came to accept it. But no amount of worship or prayer could prepare me for what was going to happen on the Sunday night.
It was at the communion service where I was singging along ot the songs and for the first time in I dont know how when I meant it I mean I actually meant it. And then one of the speakers was preaching and it was just so awesome that I really couldn't handle it. I mean for the first time the words CHRIST DIED FOR ME sank in and it was just so overwhelmingly WOW! I just burst into tears, I was so overpowered that I couldnt bare it.
My friend Dan(The Ex crush)came out and we just talked for hours about how amazing GOD is and how wonderfuly amazing he can be.
Now If i can only quit smoking.
It was at the communion service where I was singging along ot the songs and for the first time in I dont know how when I meant it I mean I actually meant it. And then one of the speakers was preaching and it was just so awesome that I really couldn't handle it. I mean for the first time the words CHRIST DIED FOR ME sank in and it was just so overwhelmingly WOW! I just burst into tears, I was so overpowered that I couldnt bare it.
My friend Dan(The Ex crush)came out and we just talked for hours about how amazing GOD is and how wonderfuly amazing he can be.
Now If i can only quit smoking.