Today was the first time in 11 years that I've spent any holiday let alone had a conversation with my mom. I wasn't sure what would come of it. I wasn't sure how it would end ( Read more... )

something happens to change it all. i'm not sure what i'm feeling right now. it's a little bit of so many things that i just don't even know where to begin. i have spent the last 11 years trying to come to terms with the fact that my mother and older sister were not going to be a part of my life. i tried dealing with it on my own and it worked ( Read more... )

...I am not any of the bad things that have happened to you, or any of the weak who let them happen to you. I am the person who wants to protect you from all possible and hold u after the things I couldn't protect you from. The one who stands behind you with a proud smile during your moments of glory, knowing I did everything I could to help you ( Read more... )

you make me insane. i'm not normally a jealous person but with you i am. i'm not one to argue but with you i do. i generally bottle things up but with you i'm attempting not to. i don't understand what has kept me in a situation that i'd normally run from. i don't know what is coming next and if you really know me then you know that i always ( Read more... )

how sometimes the events that take place over the course of a couple of days can make you think about someone that was once an important part of your life. it's funny how we each read the "signs" in our own lives. it's funny how people pop out of no where as a reminder of a person, place or thing from your past. it's funny how dreams can tell ( Read more... )

I was WRONG!!!

(see previous entry)

You and I have made it farther than a lot of people that I know. We've managed to become friends. You were my everything for almost 3 1/2 years. I love you to death and that will never change. I will do anything in my power to support your every endeavor, be your shoulder to cry on and help you if and when you're ever in need. That's what ( Read more... )

This is a very special day for me in my book. It's the mark of a new beginning. It's the day that I get to celebrate the fact that I've accomplished one of my goals. It's a day that some will think I'm insane for even celebrating but I AM!!! *doing my happy dance ( Read more... )

i had a friend. a person that i really believed in and cared about more than anything. she had so much going for her...looks, personality, education, future...a VERY genuine person. one day she met a girl who she fell in love with. she thought she'd live happily ever after until one day when she woke up and realized that her friends were no ( Read more... )

I got killed last night! LOL...i loved it! We had two blood & thunder rounds. Basically everyone skates and tries to get everyone else out until only one person is left standing. It's great! Well, the second round i was kickin ass until i completely got blind sided and literally knocked out of the rink onto the carpet and almost into the benches ( Read more... )