Vent
I have spent time and money on trying to get Cory's visa only to be told that we can only file his papers in June 08... Like you couldn't tell me that when I got the forms and asked you thousand of questions? Or on any of the times that I called and ask another thousand questions.
*screams*
I had wanted to rush the wedding so that we can file for Cory's visa by the time he finishes his study so he can get work. I had less then 3 months warning and I was so dissapointed with all the things that I missed due to this that I am nothing but angry.
I gave up bridal showers, hen night and all the wedding related fun because when we asked the immigration, they said that we have to be married as soon as possible to file for Cory's visa. I get bitter when I think about it.
I actually WANT to do all the girly things with my friends. I want to have a girls time out to go to a spa or something. Do our nails or get a massage. Of course my friends didn't really want to organize one for me either but if I had asked Wanis and Az, they are always game for all girls fun. Az actually told me that she wished that we had a hen night so we had more time to talk. But with my crappy work load, wedding prep and short timeline, what time could I find to organize a girl's time out.
I wanted my parents in law to be there. I wanted to actually do my bridal potrait. I want to do our wedding formals. I want to be fitted into my wedding clothes instead of having to just make do. I wanted to do my pre-wedding traditional treatments in the timing of 3 months, 1 months and weekly routine.
I want to have an traditional engagement and an engagement party to celebrate it. I want my friends to be with me every step of the way in the wedding prep. Too bad everyone had no time to help. I understand that they have a life and that 3 months is not enough notice.
I want to be relaxed at the wedding planning. I want to have the vows done at home where I can have all my friends there. Then again no one turned up at my vows anyways cept for Az, Wanis and Maz. I wanted Cory's parents to be there when he said his vows. It would mean a great deal for both of us.
I wanted more time to save money for my wedding so I can pay for a top line wedding photographer! I want for us to have a proper vow ceremony where we both can make our life's promise. Where I can look at him and promise to be the wife he deserve (hehe loaded promise ;) ). Then again people will just bitch about me being pretentious, Malaysian are typical bunch.
There are so many wants for my wedding that I feel damn upset over this stupid immigration crap. I am sad that no one really cared about my wedding cept for my few uber friends. And now when people talk about weddings, I snort and say, "Why should I care? They were not involved in my wedding." Which is petty and mean but at this point, I DON'T CARE! How about a little ME instead of all YOU?!
*screams*
I had wanted to rush the wedding so that we can file for Cory's visa by the time he finishes his study so he can get work. I had less then 3 months warning and I was so dissapointed with all the things that I missed due to this that I am nothing but angry.
I gave up bridal showers, hen night and all the wedding related fun because when we asked the immigration, they said that we have to be married as soon as possible to file for Cory's visa. I get bitter when I think about it.
I actually WANT to do all the girly things with my friends. I want to have a girls time out to go to a spa or something. Do our nails or get a massage. Of course my friends didn't really want to organize one for me either but if I had asked Wanis and Az, they are always game for all girls fun. Az actually told me that she wished that we had a hen night so we had more time to talk. But with my crappy work load, wedding prep and short timeline, what time could I find to organize a girl's time out.
I wanted my parents in law to be there. I wanted to actually do my bridal potrait. I want to do our wedding formals. I want to be fitted into my wedding clothes instead of having to just make do. I wanted to do my pre-wedding traditional treatments in the timing of 3 months, 1 months and weekly routine.
I want to have an traditional engagement and an engagement party to celebrate it. I want my friends to be with me every step of the way in the wedding prep. Too bad everyone had no time to help. I understand that they have a life and that 3 months is not enough notice.
I want to be relaxed at the wedding planning. I want to have the vows done at home where I can have all my friends there. Then again no one turned up at my vows anyways cept for Az, Wanis and Maz. I wanted Cory's parents to be there when he said his vows. It would mean a great deal for both of us.
I wanted more time to save money for my wedding so I can pay for a top line wedding photographer! I want for us to have a proper vow ceremony where we both can make our life's promise. Where I can look at him and promise to be the wife he deserve (hehe loaded promise ;) ). Then again people will just bitch about me being pretentious, Malaysian are typical bunch.
There are so many wants for my wedding that I feel damn upset over this stupid immigration crap. I am sad that no one really cared about my wedding cept for my few uber friends. And now when people talk about weddings, I snort and say, "Why should I care? They were not involved in my wedding." Which is petty and mean but at this point, I DON'T CARE! How about a little ME instead of all YOU?!