I'm Scared. I didn't sleep very well last night. All I was thinking about was what is going to happen to me. How I am going to change. And who I am going to become.

Obviously the main thing I was thinking about was the Air Force. I am still scared and unsure about it being the right decision or not. My recruiter was right when he said I would never ( Read more... )

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well, like i said before i slept til like 3. so that means that i have extra sleep. lol. basically my night and days have switched. i hate it when that happens. i also had like 3 snapples. so that could be why im wide awake right now. *shrugs*. i've done like hella though. the living room is basically spotless. i fixed the christmas tree stand, put ( Read more... )

man i have never ran that fast in my life. today at conditioning we ran relays around the track. my team was the odd team so one of us had to run twice. so who got it? me...... lol. i didn't know i could run that fast. it really surprised me. it surprised the whole team. *beams* lol. first i sprinted a half a lap and was eeing stars, then the time ( Read more... )

well, didn't go to see Ocean's 12. David didn't want to go anymore so we ended up at the Lethco's house. kinda boring but okay at the same time. Rachel's baby pictures were whipped out. so i kinda slept during that part. but overall it was an okay night. just wish we could have done more than sit around in another house. *shrugs* cant have ( Read more... )

weirded out!

hmmmmm. yesterday i had a concert and it totally blew like whoa. no body was ready because nobody tried or cared at all. i even messed up like hella! i was so mad. i wasn't expecting to mess up at the part that i did either! it pissed me off. i'ved never messed up there and bam. i do it. oh well. its over and done with. after that i ( Read more... )

hmmmm, nothing to do. im vored like whoa. i found out today that i need to get a 200 out of 200 on my algebra test to pass my class. that sucks. i'll pass my chem test and get a D so i can pass. but im not too sure about the algebra. actually i am. im going to bomb it, and thats that. i basically need to read two books by wednesday for my English ( Read more... )

well, mom got my progress report and took everything away from me. i dont know how long it is going to last. she hella cracked down on the computer and TV. i was able to escape to Nolan's house but had to be home by 7.  my mom wants me in my room studying until the end of time. i dont think that will happen. lol. she expects me to get my two Ds up ( Read more... )

                                            
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