i am watching my uncle die a slow painful death. everyday the cancer is growing more and more. will he be alive for his last snow? or maybe to see the leaves change in the fall? i have no answers. i just sit with him, holding on more and more. im not ready for this. can i even handle this? i want to fix this, fix him. but i know i cant. please lord ( Read more... )

so my christmas so far has been the best ever!

great friends, family, and my brandon.

thanks everyone!!!!

merry christmas!

im back home! yay for me!!!!

i want to see everyone before the new year hits. :)

i love you guys!

on my list of things to do today...i dont recall putting: set aside time for an emotional breakdown! (but thats exactly what happened.)i am so angry, upset, and frustrated at myself, the world and god! thats right god...i am MAD at you ( Read more... )

i have an amazing boyfriend, who i love very much!
i have an amazing family, who make my life wonderful.
....and to top it off....
i have amazing friends!!!

that is all!

everyone must go to bardstown rd tonight. they are having all the stores open later and also free food, music and lots of other neat things. call me if you are going to be there! we'll meet up!!!!!!

i love you guys!

all i am going to say is this...

there are sick people out in the world. very sick people.

im not good with deadlines. i have a paper due at 10:30 in the morning...havent started on it yet, and cant bring myself to sit down and type 5 pages of complete bull shit. i really have no clue how i got to be this way. im just not happy with being at jcc...its not for me at all.

i need a vacation!

a month and 2 days until gatlinburg...cannot

i am a very sick girl! didnt get to go to class today...ugh i hate feeling like this. i guess i should make a doctors appointment, so i know whats wrong with me!?!

today i plan on resting, and well thats about it.

gettin ready to go into work...when i really just want to stay at home, curl up in my bed and sleep the day away. i havent done that in a very long time! (its much needed.)

i need to go christmas shoppin' soon. help a sista out, and let me know what yall want!

everyone have a great day!