Aug 10, 2006 13:00
i am watching my uncle die a slow painful death. everyday the cancer is growing more and more. will he be alive for his last snow? or maybe to see the leaves change in the fall? i have no answers. i just sit with him, holding on more and more. im not ready for this. can i even handle this? i want to fix this, fix him. but i know i cant. please lord, please...i pray everynight.
so right now my uncle bill is living with us and will be until he dies. when will that be? only god knows that answer. i need for everyone to please just keep my family in their thoughts, and pray for my uncle bill.