Just some random thoughts from an utterly sleep-deprived man...
You know today has been kind of strange. I woke up at about noonish, and sat down in front of my TV (the big one down in our living room) and watched Zoolander and Willow whilst eating pretzels and dip- and drinking Dr. Pepper. I must admit, I haven't truly just sat and vegged-out and not cared about anything around me for quite some time...It felt REALLY good!
Anyway... Then I got up and signed on my computer and checked my emails quick and then if anyone was on; I said Hello to some people that were on- and then went and got ready for work. This is where things started to get all messed up.
I finished showering, getting dressed, and shaving and finally hopped in my car, rolled the window down and blasted Jawbreaker as I drove off to work. Well as I was walking out the door my parents alerted me to an accident that had happened and advised me to avoid it- well they had thought the accident was near the National Avenue Exit on 45/849 north. Since I was unable to find a radio station that was doing a traffic report- I figured I'd listen to my parents and take 45 south toward Beloit and just get off on Moorland Road like I normally do...Well as soon as I round the bend of the exit toward Beloit-- I run into solid cars as far as the eye can see.
Now these cars wouldn't have phased me that much if there would have been an exit to detour onto before Moorland road, but unfortunately for me--- there are NONE in between the exit toward Beloit and Moorland Road- So I was stuck.
Now being stuck wouldn't have even been that bad- if it wouldn't have been for 45 minutes- when I was supposed to be at work in 15 more minutes. Well to make a long story short- the moorland road exit was where the accident was... So- not only was I stuck in traffic for over 3 miles and for 45 minutes, but then I couldn't even get off at that exit, and instead had to keep going another mile or so until the Racine Avenue Exit; Then I had to backtrack another 2 miles to work- now the time was 6:37 and my scheduled start time was 6:00 --- Idiots that get in accidents and can't control their cars are just so wonderful --- aren't they (yeah- even in here you can sense bitter sarcasm--- so sue me!)
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Well anyway- on with the fun stuff of my day....
I ended up watching Willow twice, earlier like I had said- and then again when I was home from work again- what can I say- it's a classic- I love that movie! After that Came...well...this- Now- the time this is being written.
As for things in my head tonight- I miss Jillian. I think I miss her more now than I have ever so far, although- it gets more and more each day I'm away from her- SO...really each day in the future is really the day that I miss her most in my life-- Kind of one of those shitty never-ending loop type of deals or something like that.
Some happy thoughts have come though tonight- Like the thought of her and me back in medieval times, her and I both fighters- me elvin-like, her- wearing some gold and black armor- and looking SUPER sexy in it for some apparent reason- I think it's because of seeing that warrior chick in Willow- The whole warrior, yet.. girly and sexy type of girl thing is really getting me going tonight - don't know why... But yeah- anyway- that's been in my head most of today- and trust me- it's a good thing- although it makes me miss the girl more- and that kinda hurts- but...Soon......Soon.
To her--- I love you sweetie- I'm thinking of you <3
to everyone else- rest easy,
with perfect love and perfect trust-
let your dreams be sweet ones- and to her--- let them be the sweetest.
Anyway... Then I got up and signed on my computer and checked my emails quick and then if anyone was on; I said Hello to some people that were on- and then went and got ready for work. This is where things started to get all messed up.
I finished showering, getting dressed, and shaving and finally hopped in my car, rolled the window down and blasted Jawbreaker as I drove off to work. Well as I was walking out the door my parents alerted me to an accident that had happened and advised me to avoid it- well they had thought the accident was near the National Avenue Exit on 45/849 north. Since I was unable to find a radio station that was doing a traffic report- I figured I'd listen to my parents and take 45 south toward Beloit and just get off on Moorland Road like I normally do...Well as soon as I round the bend of the exit toward Beloit-- I run into solid cars as far as the eye can see.
Now these cars wouldn't have phased me that much if there would have been an exit to detour onto before Moorland road, but unfortunately for me--- there are NONE in between the exit toward Beloit and Moorland Road- So I was stuck.
Now being stuck wouldn't have even been that bad- if it wouldn't have been for 45 minutes- when I was supposed to be at work in 15 more minutes. Well to make a long story short- the moorland road exit was where the accident was... So- not only was I stuck in traffic for over 3 miles and for 45 minutes, but then I couldn't even get off at that exit, and instead had to keep going another mile or so until the Racine Avenue Exit; Then I had to backtrack another 2 miles to work- now the time was 6:37 and my scheduled start time was 6:00 --- Idiots that get in accidents and can't control their cars are just so wonderful --- aren't they (yeah- even in here you can sense bitter sarcasm--- so sue me!)
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Well anyway- on with the fun stuff of my day....
I ended up watching Willow twice, earlier like I had said- and then again when I was home from work again- what can I say- it's a classic- I love that movie! After that Came...well...this- Now- the time this is being written.
As for things in my head tonight- I miss Jillian. I think I miss her more now than I have ever so far, although- it gets more and more each day I'm away from her- SO...really each day in the future is really the day that I miss her most in my life-- Kind of one of those shitty never-ending loop type of deals or something like that.
Some happy thoughts have come though tonight- Like the thought of her and me back in medieval times, her and I both fighters- me elvin-like, her- wearing some gold and black armor- and looking SUPER sexy in it for some apparent reason- I think it's because of seeing that warrior chick in Willow- The whole warrior, yet.. girly and sexy type of girl thing is really getting me going tonight - don't know why... But yeah- anyway- that's been in my head most of today- and trust me- it's a good thing- although it makes me miss the girl more- and that kinda hurts- but...Soon......Soon.
To her--- I love you sweetie- I'm thinking of you <3
to everyone else- rest easy,
with perfect love and perfect trust-
let your dreams be sweet ones- and to her--- let them be the sweetest.