( Some fan poetry and band imagery to describe a concert experience... )

Alright. So here is a list of twelve black metal albums that I listen to for welcoming the winter and invoking a dark wretched mood. Most beneficial when I have four open hours during my job before the store opens up. But also good for bicycle rides through a murky forest at night or walking amongst the dead cold grassy plains. This music inspires ( Read more... )

Been feeling down all day. Started off at work and kind of followed me throughout the rest of the evening ( Read more... )

Wrote this for Beltane:

'Round and 'round our vocabulary goes ( Read more... )

Something I've noticed while I've had this horrendous cold is my paranoia and sensory sensitivity seem to sky rocket. At my job for example, the only thing I could concentrate on for long hours was the coworkers around me talking and whispering around me. In my head they were talking about how inefficient I was at working or taking on my tasks. In ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to a woman's book club, discussed major topics concerning In the Garden of Beasts by Erik Larson ( Read more... )

I am the eternal stone ( Read more... )

If these were our final days together...
...what would you say to me?There is a lot of symbolism that I have wrapped around the year 2011 ( Read more... )

Perhaps if I were to remain perfectly still,
Close my eyes shut until they damn well hurt,
I would completely disappear like the night.

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ the antisocial moth Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ