Jan 05, 2011 22:13
If these were our final days together...
...what would you say to me?
There is a lot of symbolism that I have wrapped around the year 2011.
Mostly; despondency, wintriness, gloom, somberness, obscurity, and bleakness.
Quite frankly, I've been doing everything in my power to generate the very opposite.
This year is going to be all about road trips, conventions all over the country, and paying off my effing loans.
Kind of like an invincibility complex all over again.
There are some unsettled archaic thoughts swimming in my skull that need to be settled.
Thoughts that could probably bring me down to the abyss faster than lightning hitting earth.
I don't think psychotherapy is going to help in this struggle.
Right now it's like trying to unweave threads that have already been stitched tight.
Swimming against the whirlpool's vicious vortex.
There will be resolve to these cognitions.
The furrow of the serpent shall be revealed beneath the personal conspiracy.
Even if it leads to exile.
Wish there was an X POTION for Januarys.
death,
melancholy,
misanthropy,
negativity