The Heavy Cost of Fat
Today was my first day at Tom Walh's. I smell of burgers and grease, and im not digusted by it. That proves that im going to be pretty successful there. The fact that its the only burger grease i can handle makes me happy. Today i feel much better about my life. Today was a good day. One i won't remember, but still helps me get by anywho. Things with Evan will be strange for awhile, and that makes me incredibly unhappy, but it is something im going to have to live with.
My brain, my body, and my heart are exhausted. From everything. From being torn apart from friends, loved ones, from figuring out how to get them back, and figuring out how to tell them whats going one with me. Im just exhausted. EXHAUSTION. I didn't get to school until around 10:30. I missed english, art, orchestra, and french. The classes i usually miss when i sleep in. All the teachers that don't hate me. they are probably the ones that like me the most, because they are the ones that never see me. Strange how things like that work. A negative forms a postive. I wonder what else that could apply to? ;)
My face feels as though it is about to crack off. It is so dry. My entire body is beyond repair when it comes to moisture. This medicine is making things incredibly dehydrated. My lips just randomly crack open and start to bleed. Its somewhat painful. I actually do enjoy the stinging feeling that is produced when i touch my lips with my finger. As perturbed and digusting as that sounds, its kinda nice. Elliott got to sleep in my bed all day today. Lucky Boy. I have a very comfortable bed. Elliott is getting better already. Apparently one of his stones is broken up, and the other is eroding. So hopefully he will be better by the end of the week.
I am extremely frustrated with people telling me one thing and meaning something completely different. Im extremely frustrated with people who don't act on what they say. AND IM EXTREMELY FRUSTRATED WITH THOSE WHO ENJOY PLAYING GAMES! why play games with another persons head? why? As much pleasure as you may recieve from it, don't you realize that you are hurting another person?????? You game playing people are horrible people. GRRR! people suck. Including myself.
To Whom it May Concern: Everything i say to you i mean. Therefore, realize there is no crush and pay attention to what i tell you, it may come in handy.
My brain, my body, and my heart are exhausted. From everything. From being torn apart from friends, loved ones, from figuring out how to get them back, and figuring out how to tell them whats going one with me. Im just exhausted. EXHAUSTION. I didn't get to school until around 10:30. I missed english, art, orchestra, and french. The classes i usually miss when i sleep in. All the teachers that don't hate me. they are probably the ones that like me the most, because they are the ones that never see me. Strange how things like that work. A negative forms a postive. I wonder what else that could apply to? ;)
My face feels as though it is about to crack off. It is so dry. My entire body is beyond repair when it comes to moisture. This medicine is making things incredibly dehydrated. My lips just randomly crack open and start to bleed. Its somewhat painful. I actually do enjoy the stinging feeling that is produced when i touch my lips with my finger. As perturbed and digusting as that sounds, its kinda nice. Elliott got to sleep in my bed all day today. Lucky Boy. I have a very comfortable bed. Elliott is getting better already. Apparently one of his stones is broken up, and the other is eroding. So hopefully he will be better by the end of the week.
I am extremely frustrated with people telling me one thing and meaning something completely different. Im extremely frustrated with people who don't act on what they say. AND IM EXTREMELY FRUSTRATED WITH THOSE WHO ENJOY PLAYING GAMES! why play games with another persons head? why? As much pleasure as you may recieve from it, don't you realize that you are hurting another person?????? You game playing people are horrible people. GRRR! people suck. Including myself.
To Whom it May Concern: Everything i say to you i mean. Therefore, realize there is no crush and pay attention to what i tell you, it may come in handy.