One can only hope.
What an interesting week i have had. It was horrible and it was wonderful all at the same time. First of, Tuesday i had detention, but since the lady wanted to go home it was only a half hour long. i got to see the spongebob movie with Kathleen and this super sketchy kid. It was good, wholesome fun. We went to friendlys and i got mozzeralla sticks and an orange slammer. Wednesday Evan and i went out to breakfast and then made pies. The Josh and I went and purchased Goldeneye. Josh is my manself, no doubt about it. Thursday, otherwise known as Thanksgiving was sentimental, hilarous and just a pleasent day. My Father, Mother and myself peeled potatoes, cooked our chicken that my mother accidentally bought, and listened to Bob dylan. Only my family. Then our dinner conversations were about the relationships between late night hosts and there co-stars, and the supernatural. Then we spread the ashes from our recently deceased pets around the yard. We put grace in the woods. I miss grace. We put fern in my childhood flower garden. We each poured ash, and said our goodbyes. I love my family and am extremely thankful for them. Then kathleen slept over. Friday, Evan and I woke up at 5:30 and went shopping but did not buy anything. Then we came back to my house and fell asleep for two hours, woke up and it was snowing! SNOW!!!! Then Josh came over, we played Bond. Im horrible at that game, and it did not help that Josh is freaking amazing. He slaughtered me. Then Evan came back over and we ate mac and cheese. we got sick. Saturday was super fun. I trained for my new job at tom walhs, then went shopping with my mother, and picked up kathleen. Then we went out with josh, got n64 controllers, played more bond, and then went to friendlys again. It was really fun. Then we watched dane cook for 15 mins. They are good people, and quite fun to hang out with. Then Evan came over. We talked. I wonder if anything i ever say to him ever means anything. I learned a lot from our conversation. Mostly stuff i should have figured out, but just didn't want to see i suppose. I miss him. I am really upset by it, and i feel a bit of regret. Wy do i feel regretful? I don't feel like i have a right to be either. What happens happens, and happens for a reason. I strongly believe in fate and destiny. Maybe im naive. Maybe i have to much faith. I don't really care to be honest. If Evan is the one for me, then eventually we will get back together and live as one. Then this morning elliott called me in pain at 3am , and it turns out he has two kidney stones. I was at megs and my parents weren't answering our phone, so i got a ride home from megans dad. What a good guy, driving me home at 3 am so i can wake up my parents. Apparently my brother endured the same amount of pain women do during labor. He told me its really painful and to be careful. I thought that was funny. Today i just slept, i didn't get to bed until 5:30 am. So today i slept, painted, and watched tv. It was an exhausting week.